BABYgurl

2009-09-12T19:12:00.001+08:00

heyd .

ATTENTION !

i've moved . RELINK ME ! ♥

& most importantly .

i'm not with MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN
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2009-06-28T16:35:00.006+08:00

heyd .

[♥] -
i didn't know what love is till i met youh .
i didn't know what love meant till youh explained it to me .
i didn't know how to lovetill youh thought me how too .

and because of youh baby , i know what is love . what love means . and how to love .

THANK YOUH .

THANK YOUH for
-showing me what's love .
-explaining to me what love means .
- teaching me how to love .

& well . most importantly .
THANK YOUH for being there for me through thick and thin .
THANK YOUH for loving me .

Baby , i know i've made ALOT of mistakes .
& i mean , ALOT . and i'm SORRY .
i really am .

& i'm willing to do anything . just anything
just to get us like how we used to .

i'm SORRY . i really am .
I'd do anything just be get us to be like how we used too .

okeyy .

baby , here's th thing .
where youh thought that i slept at 4 am .
is so NOT TRUE .
what would i be doing till 4 in th morning sayang ?

dik tdo kul 10+ . dik tdo bangun , tdo bangun .

dik tdo kul 10 . bangun kul 12 .
tdo balik kul 3 , bangun kul 4 .
tdo balik kul 5+ dkt nak kul 6 . bangun kul 8 .

and baby ingatkan dik nak tipukann baby ?
baby , dik tak pernah dan tak akan tipu atau bohong kepada baby .

percaye larh katakata kuh ini .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's ~~fvcking~~ true .

i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

2009-06-27T18:56:00.002+08:00

i love youh . i love youh . i love youh . i love youh . i love youh .
sumpahh , i really doo .

at 4 / 5 ? mom woke me up to get me on th bed
cause i was on th floor . hhas .

today woke up and found my body aching and having M .
because of M , i'm having cramps . ~~fcuk~~ betul .

and late[ly] not been eating much .
no appetite i must say .

well , bhubye for noww.

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's ~~fvcking~~ true .

i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

2009-06-25T23:31:00.003+08:00

senyum[an] CLOWN ! as Babyboi use[d] to call it .
:D [ :'( ]

heyd .

my world is falling apart . how i wish i could just keep it strong .
i break down every night just thinking of youh . i break down every night
cause of out memories . to tell youh the truth , i 'm crying right now just typing
all this . baby , i know i've done wrong . all i'll do anything just to be forgiven .
how i wish i could just turn back time just to re-do everything .

BABYBOI ; i'm SORRY .

how i wish i could just be strong .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's ~~fvcking~~ true .

i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

2009-06-24T21:15:00.002+08:00

heyd .

to babylove ; [♥] -
i'd never lie to you . i never had and i never will . i promise baby .
what is the use of lie[ing] to youh . lie[ing] to youh will only make
youh lose your trust towards me and bring down the whole relationship .
and i never want that to happen . i know youh don't like me to swear .
but that was the only way you'd believe me . when i mxg youh that i want
to sleep , i really sleep . but than i akan tersadar cause i have nightmares
or when it's just simply too cold . Baby , percayekan larh katakata kuhh ini .
i tak pernah dah tak akan bohong kepada baby .

baby , i'm SORRY .

ouhh . before i forget .
TAGG replies .
haeeza .: bat, i love you. lol.
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; love youh too darl . hhas .

Watiii !: hey bat! miss you luh sey.link and tag me,okay!
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; missh youhh too love . link[ed] !

HANAH: BATRISYA!!! Haha. IMY!! : D [x] J ! batrisyiaa ; missh youh too hanah !

Sabrina: BABATBOMB! haha, babat's always the bomb! LIKE ALWAYS. like minah ah you ahah. xc
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; EINABOMB ! hhas . maner ader minahh ?
FARAH: BAT!!!!!!!!!!!! tlg aku uhh tagger babi tuhh maseh tengah spam blog aku... bdhnyer puki datang blog aku cari pasal ..
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; batrisyiaa to th rescuee . macam fahamm .

maisarah!: sygzz ku! do d quiz in my blog:D. ty. love ya!
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; donee th quiz lovee .

fiona :]: you are link-ed :3

tagged

[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; youh link[ed] too ! :DDD

Finaa: I miss you too lovely. btw,this quiz mai also tag me to do,but i lazy.since 2 person tag me,im gonna do it. HAHA. ily.stay pretty bby.
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; missh youhh too . hhas . thanks aites babe .
AQILAH !: I'm missing you siols !!!!! aahaha, loves loves
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; missh youh too . amcm sports sch ? i'll link youh soon aites .

herman: Link me upzzz
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; okeyy :D
maisarah!: miss kau makcik! heheh. love yea. tc tau.
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; belum tuaa tau . i tetap younger than youh . :P love youh too . TAKECARE TOO !
haeeeza.: imy, babatbomb. gigelo. ;DDD
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; haizaBOMB ! mishh youh too ! i girl not boii . :P hhhas ,

seri w.: hellyo!eh,don get too stressed up n get enough sleep kkkk?take care!
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; heyd . okyy . takecaree too .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's ~~fvcking~~ true .

i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

2009-06-23T20:45:00.003+08:00

heyd .

not been touching blog lately .
been 100% LAZYY !
currently i'm feeling ~~fvck~~ up .

things ar just being super ~~fvck[ish]~~
is that even a wordd ?

what i'm trying to say is things have been BAD
seriously BADD .

i'm really fed-up with ______ . he's been mxging me .
and i don't even reply he's mxges . can't he see that i don't wann
to mxg u .

talking about mxg-ing .
i've not been touching my phone alot .
as in not active . if youh mxg me , and i don't reply .
SORRY . if important than i reply . if not , see my mood first okee ?

only reply[ing] BABYBOI's . nabilah's . kak diyana's

hope[ing] jer BABYBOI gonna mxg me .
*water[y] eyes

*sighh

that's all i got to say .
bhhbye .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's ~~fvcking~~ true .

i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

2009-06-18T12:48:00.003+08:00

heyd .

seriously my eye bags are getting worst .
last night slept late . then woke up at 8 .
3-4h of sleep only .

woke up early cause had ngaji .
after ngaji , naresh called me , invite me out .
told hym i can't .
thenn . . . he asked me out next friday ?

like lazy to go out during th school holidays .
*sighh

dah later must iron NPCC uni .
tmrw got NPCC !

dahh .
bhubyee .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !

i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

2009-06-17T18:05:00.002+08:00

heyd .

tag[ed] my maisarah love .
to do this quiz .

A : Aqilah

B : Bazli

C : Cassandra

D : Dian

E : Eina

F : Fauzan

G : ??

H : Hazirah

I : Iszwan

J : JASMIN

K : Kai wei

L : Lee Shi Hui

M : Masjati

N : Nurul[afiqah]

O : Ong yong liang

P : Pearlyn

Q : Qian[2]

R : Rahaiza

S : Sumardi

T : tasha[natasha / blss ]

U : ??

V : ??

W : Wati

X : Xing yu .

Y : youyang .

Z : Zafira

1. Can A & D be together in BGR ? (Aqilah & dian)- No.

2. How is L related to you ? (LeeShiHui)- Best frens + NB v.captain , last yr !

3. Does Y knows Z ? (Youyang & Zafira)- Nope.

4. If C betrays you will you kill her ? (Cassranda)- No .

5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do ? (Kaiwei)- do they even know each other ?

6. If B tells you that he has a crush on you, what will you do ? (Bazli)- o.O''' /

7. Will/Did you and M get into a fight ? (Masjati)- nopee .

8. Who does K have a crush on ? (Kaiwei)- think we lesboo ?

9. If L calls you a bitch, what will you do ? (Lee ShiHui)- She's a nice girl. she wont.

10. What's the relationship between you and E ? (Eina)- MY fwenn since p1 + p4-p6 NB matee .

11. Who does Z likes ? (Zafira)- Iszwan .

12. Who is I's bestfriend ?(Iszwan)- he has quite a number .

13. What colour does Y likes ? (Youyang)- nt sure

14. Where does F live ? (Fauzan)- Singapore .

15. Did you and C have a fight before ? (Cassandra)- uhh, nope .

16. Who is H's bestfriend ? (Hazirah)- Hadirah .

17. What can you say about T ? (Tasha)- sweet, pwetty , funny .

18. If J tells you he have a crush on you ? (Jasmin)- tell hym , ILOVEHYM , i swear .

19. Tag 5 people to do this quiz :
- RASHIQAH
- FARAH
- WATI DARL .
- FEEfee lovee .
- Fina .

okeyy , th quiz is donne .
names not all ar filled in .

hhas .

late[ly] been sleeping late .
i simply missh BABYBOI .
not missh as in long tyme never met ,
i missh hym in another way .

FAHAMM ?
tak faham , faham[kan] jer larh .

eyes are feeling heavy .
and it's only 9.25 .
and i woke up at 1 .

*sighh .

andd eye bags is getting worstt .

dah larh , got to go .
byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

i LOVE [ ❥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

2009-06-14T20:12:00.003+08:00

heyd .

just now was woken up by hazirah's mxg .
told me that ma'am asked for th total defence day [ bronze ] project thing[y] .
which was supposed to be hand[ed] in a LOOOOONNNNG tyme ago .

hhas .

just now farah came .
they played soccer .
i watched .

while watching BABYBOI ,
i cried .

shhh . don't tell .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-06-13T16:16:00.002+08:00

heyd .

woke up at 2[pm] cool huh ?

yesterday ?
don't wann elaboratee .

mom wanted to bring me go IT road show at suntect .
but i was to lazy /
she said how bout tomorrow .
i don't feel lyke going tomorrow .
hhas .

______ wanted to met up .
LAZYY ! [ as usual ]

now ______ mxging me .
hhas .
hey . let's try not mxging for 1 week .
*kening naiknaik*

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-06-10T22:04:00.003+08:00

heyd .

this morning was woken up by LOUD voices .
and i mean LOUDD voices .

when i just woke up .
mom on th air-conditioner .
then me and mom talked and she asked me stuff .

lyke -

- WOULD YOUH CHOOSE TH ONE YOUH LOVE OR TH ONE WHO LOVES YOUH . WHY ?
- IF TH ONE YOUH LOVE , LOVED SOMEONE ELSE WHAT WOULD YOUH DO . WHY ?

and here are my answers .

Q - WOULD YOUH CHOOSE TH ONE YOUH LOVE OR TH ONE WHO LOVES YOUH .
A - th one i love . i mean lyke what's th use of choosing th one who loves me and i never feel th same way ?

Q - IF TH ONE YOUH LOVE , LOVED SOMEONE ELSE WHAT WOULD YOUH DO . WHY ?
A - do nothing . if he's happy with th other person . then i'll be okey .

it's truee .
as long as your happy . i'll be finee .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-06-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

Heyd .

these past few nights .
_______ has been calling me if _______ is bored .
BOSAN BETUL BUDAKK NY !
hhas . tapy is okey to have company .
since it's been months not talking to BABYBOI on th phone for hours .
i miss BABYBOI's voice .
i swear .

talking to ________ is way different then talking to BABYBOI .
taking to BABYBOI is MORE fun .
but talking to ________ is just for a few min .
then after a while he'll call me back .

it's not lyke talking to BABYBOI .
4h also cann .

i remember one convo from last yr .
he got angry about me on th' phone .

we keep quite for 30min or so .
then he said , if we're gonna keep quite on th phone .
might as well don't talk on th' phone rite .
waste of money only .

hhas .
that was weird that i remember th' convo .

now . alot of convo's is running through my head .
and th phrases that i used to say .
DON'T DENY . PLEASH . I BEG YOUH .
hhas .

and if we can't decide on something .
i will ask hym to ask maman or nini to say yesh or no .
hhas .

~~fuck~~

eyes ar starting to get water[y] .

got to go .
byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-06-08T01:29:00.002+08:00

Heyd .

it already , 1.35+ a.m .
and i know i'm supposed to be sleeping BABYBOI .
but i'm SORRY .

i've been having difficulties breathing and eating .
Eventhrough we've been not getting along well for months ,
youh still care . and well , THANK YOUH BABYBOI !

i reached home at 1 .
showered then use th comp .
hhas .

just noww had inter-grasio .
Farah tagged along . if youh find it BORING , why did youh come ?

THANK YOUH BABYBOI ! for caring and looking after mee .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-06-07T07:53:00.002+08:00

heyd .

i've been having high fever since yesterday .
around 4+p.m ?
suddenly have fever . ~~fuck~~

yesterday , th whole day ate only mashed potato .
but i never finished th whole thing . only 1/4 .

Today having comp .
currently waiting for mom and bro to get ready .

to FARAH - thanks for th wish . youh wann me to say that to Jas ,
so that i will talk to hym kann ? anyways . i'll try .
Thankss darl !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-06-06T10:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABYBOI !

THANK YOU for loving me . THANK YOU for letting me love youh .
THANK YOU for being there for me . THANK YOU for EVERYTHING baby .

this one whole year was fast .
u still remember tak , at th study corner on one particular day ,
Effendi , U and Me . effendi brought alot of paper . and youh know
when i get bored , i tend to scribble on paper , so i asked effendi for one .
then u guys tried to take it back cause you said it[s] not good for th enviroment . youh told fendi to hold me , while youh tickle me till i gave youh back th paper .

and somehow i got upset , then u tore part of it , just so i can scribble on it ?

i still have the paper .
i still keep it tau .

U still remember . that tyme when i cried lyke one ~~fuck~~
then i called youh , to tell youh that my handphone was confiscated , and what happen . youh told me to stop crying first , cause youh can't her me . after a while , i started laughing . and we talked on th phone for hours . and well , THANK YOU BABY !

That tyme when we went out with falysha and amirul . remember ?
after we sent them to th party , we headed to th playground .
i help youh did your homework , then u stared climbing lyke one
CUTE LITTLE BOY ! then we got bored and threw th bottle of coke-zero
up and down th slide . u were at th top , i was at th bottom .
then suddenly i started to make one noise , youh told me to stop ,
or else youh will put th bottle in my mouth . then i open[ed] my mouth BIGBIG .
youh came down , and tried to put th bottle in my mouth .
and we started laughing .

there were alot of GREAT memories we had .
and some bad memories too . obviously .

Here's one .
it's been going on since APRIL 18 . [ tak salah ]
your angry at me cause i easily get jealous ,
as what i heard from nabilah .

baby , i just wanna let youh know that i'm SORRY .
i really AM . i was hoping to spend th day with youh .
but , not all i'm hoping for will come true . rite ?

yesterday had silat .
first had dropping technics .
then sparing , REALLY SORRY kak .
i didn't mean to make your kaki blueblack .

Baby , hope you get better .
don't injure yourslef anymore .

i shouldn't have gone with th outing .
i should have gone out with mom .
mom's going swimming .
BABY will be there .

_________ has gone to malaysia .
so my phone won't be ringing often .

he wanted to meet me tomorrow ,
to give me something ?
but tomorrow i can't .
so he said on my birthday jer larh .

okey larh .
wann go siapsiap .
byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-06-05T17:30:00.003+08:00

heyd .

i adore Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin
i Admire Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin
i Cherish Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin
i LOVE Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin

I SWEAR . this is all true okey .
and youh know , that i know it's truee .

right right right ?

Today quite a number of people is sick .
- BABYBOI - kuhh
- nabilah
- mee !

BABYBOI - kuhh is sick due to ~~i don't know whyy . so does hee .~~ [ ? ]
i'm gonna find out / by tomorrow MUST knoww
nabilah is sick due to under preasure which makes her have fever .

ME ?? , i'm having slight HEADACHE due to lack of sleep cause ________ keeps mxg-ing mee . and GILER-NESS due to FARAHH ! .
she keeps tickling mee . and pinching me .

Now me and farah knows what my BABYBOI-kuh nyer msn nyer name , RMFC7 stands for .

it means .
real Madrid football club .
and th 7 ? stands for hys FAVORITE player .

dah larh .
byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

2009-06-02T18:26:00.004+08:00

i'm in love pucca .

PUCCA ! is superb adorable .
she's just protective over garuu . sweeet kann ?
*sighh .

oouhh-kayy . dahh naikk gilerr .

to ~~farah~~
nakk suruh col Baby-kuhh pun susah .
kauh dah tahu , kalau akuh col , dier tak angkat kann .
and evertyme Baby-kuhh tak angkat . . . sakit haty !
pleashh faham kann my dear .

Sorry aites .

TAGGES replys -
aqilah - batrisyiaa ! link me ayee ?
Link[ed] my dear .

Pearlyn - BAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS euu!!!~ Taggy
i missh youhh too darl /

dyn - love , whr u by elmo shirt ?
my mom bought for me last yr . not sure . sorry dear .

zafira - bat link me kayss . love eu sis !
link[ed] my dear sister .

byebye .

SORRY BABY !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

2009-05-31T10:35:00.003+08:00

hello .

sorry .

yesterday's post was just unexplainable .
i'm really sorry . i really am .

get back to earth .
suprisingly , i woke up early today .
despite sleeping extreamly late , i woke up early .
hhas .

i slept at 10.10 , then woke up at 11+ ?
due to mxg-es . then tried to sleep at 1.55 .
woke up at 2.10 . finally slept at 4 .
and woke up 8 .

later , younger bro wann's to watch monster vs. alien .
i wann watch night at th muesuem 2 .

arhh .

tomorrow lak , mirah ajak me to watch monster vs. alien .

HELPPP !
i noww brokee readyy .

dahh larh , got to go .
byebye

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

i'm sorry . i really am .

2009-05-30T19:02:00.002+08:00

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i really am .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

2009-05-29T23:51:00.004+08:00

hello .

I'M BACKK !whoo .

we did alot of stuff .
and we got quite a number of scholdings .

- first day

- reached at __ *forgot tymeing .
- ate lunch .
- broke us into 12 groups .
- did campcraft
- orantation . [ ? spell ? ]
- dinner .
- shower .
- slept .

* second day .

- woke up at 5.50am .
- showered .
- after breakfast , did rock climbing .
- then after lunch , went for kayaking .
- showered , dinner .
- campfire .
- sleep .

*LAST day .

- woke up , showered .
- area cleaning
- played some games
- waited till 12 .
- went hommee .

hhas .
miss out some points , i think .
scholding part ? simply plain lazy to elaborate .

first day , ilham went home , due to home-sickness
second day , chia cheng went home due to food poisoning .

on th last day ,
before we naik th bus , we had to do so called
area cleaning again . cause th others left litter .
after we clean th place , went home ,
amirah and bearlyn followed me home .

bath , then went out .
waited for ramzan and CHOIR boii for 1h .
after eat and stuff .
went to help Mr prabhu .
i help till 7 .
ramzan and choir boi help till 8 .
SO rajin .

went for silat .
finish bathing .
then slept for a while .
just woke up .

dah wann go sleep .

SORRY BABY !
ALL TH BEST FOR YOUR COMPETITION TOMORROW BABYBOII AND KAK DIYANA !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

2009-05-26T20:56:00.003+08:00

hello .

CAMP IS TOMORROW !
still have not packed . tomorrow planning to wake up at 4am
to pack .

*sigh

gonna sleep arh .
tomorrow wann wakeup earlyy .

NITESS .

SORRY BABY !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

2009-05-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

hello .

currently having insomnia .

that day , slept at 10.10 , then wokee up at 11 .
then 3 sleep back , wokee up at 4 .
then get ready for school .
th next day samee thing .
today alsoo . i think , cause 9+ , i slept ready .
just wokee up , cannot sleep backk .

SORRY BABY !

just noww got my results for english , maths paper 1 , geography and science .

English total - 64 / 100 .
maths paper [ 1 ] - 30.5/50
geography - 21 / 50 , failed . suspected .
science - 66 / 100 . disappointing . hhas . just kidding .

Geography was NO surprise .
neither will history tomorrow .

okeys larhhhh .
gonna force my self to sleep .
if cannot , gonna read .
o.O'''

SORRY BABY !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

2009-05-18T20:46:00.005+08:00

old photo that i foundd . [ re-edited ]

farah wokee me up this morning .
she came to my house at 10.45 ?
i was still in bedd .

i know 10.45 is latee .
but what do youhh expect when i slept late .
10.10 wasn't latee . i knoww .
but at 12 i wokee up , then finally slept back at
3 ?
*sighh

then at 3.10 went out of th house .
for religious class . i FREAKED out
at th void deck while waiting for my Bby-J .
there were cockroaches . then they were lyke trying to
climb up th chair , where me and farah were sitting .
then i SCREAMM !

*sighh

then stuff happen .
lazy to elaboratee .

okeyss larh .
i wann go bath then sleep .

NITEEE !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

2009-05-17T21:22:00.002+08:00

hello .

i feel really insert word
*sigh

SOMEONE HELPPP !
been getting alot of so called 'advice'
but every tyme people tell me what i can do ,
i get mood swings .

insert word

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?
who is afiqah to youhh baby ? fuckk

2009-05-14T18:24:00.003+08:00

hello .

End of MYE .
history wass last .
and it was just now .
REALLY REALLY GOIN TO FAILL .
i don't know what i scribble on th' paper .
*sighh

found out SEC 1 campp is on last week of school ?
27 - 29 . 3days , 2 nights .
I'll be having silat , on th 28 .
[ i think . should be ]

God , i'll be tired .
cause on th' 29 th eve-ning got something .

th' year is lyke quite fast .
o.O'''it's almost 0606 !
hhhas !

i just noticed something after reading my blog
from post may08 till noww .
i'm always insecure this tyme of th month .
MAYYY ! *sighh

hhas !

and one more thingg .

to this particular boii and gurll .
if youh guys don't lyke mee .
stop inviting me out with youh guys .
if i go with youh guys also , youh guys
layan one another , then me ?
THIRD party issit ?
to that boii , i don't wann to be left out
with th' both of youh , but th' both of youh guys
always go arcade . then i wann go there do whatt .
P.S ; if youh don't lyke my attitude , that means ,
youh don't lyke mee . ckp jerr budak express . E1 lakk tuhh .
bodo .

ohh , and before i forget . . .
youh just won't understand . YOUH NEVER WILL .

to th gurl ;
stop pretending to be my fwen .
i don't need fwens lyke youhh .

who th ' F ' gavee youh th' ritees to tell me what to do .
ONLY MY BABYBOI CAN CONTROL ME ! UNDERSTAND THAT !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Baby . u really love mee kann ?

2009-05-10T21:37:00.004+08:00

hello .

ramdom picturee .

cann youh believe it ?
i usually finish eating a lasagna [ spell ? ]
in lyke 25min . now . . . it's lyke taking me more
than 2 hours . urhh . appetite keep on losing .
now . . . my half eaten lasagna is infornt of me .
and i started eating lyke around 8 ? now lyke 10 ?

tomorrow plans -
going to library .
study .
go arcade .

finish .

i really fed-up with my father .
i went out quite early larh .
once wake up , bath , went out .
then at 5+ . then suddenly wanna go __________
then wanna schold . oncee i reached home , wash-ed clothes .
then went outt again , then he marah again .
reached home at 8 + ?

i really wish wishes come true .
i really wish-ed that youh could accompany me to th' library tomorrow .

when i was out just noww ,
i saw this adidas flipflop .
which cost lyke $______
really wanted it seyy .
told mother i wanted it , then she was lyke ,
next tymee . i hope i can waitt .

o.O'''

dahh larh .
i sleep first larhh .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

i really don't believe that they think . they can think what they want . i knoww that your not that kind of boii . youh love me ritee ?

2009-05-09T12:47:00.002+08:00

hello .
just finished edit-ing for my babyboi hys group photo .

i HATEEE being insecure .
it just doesn't sound anything lyke me .
Yeshh . i admit , i get jealous . EVERYTIME .
but not to such an extend . everytime i get get
jealous , yeshh i do cry , but i don't cry myself
to sleep every single night . i've been crying
myself to sleep for more than a week now . andd ...
everytime i wanna sleep , i can't sleep . yessh i sleep
at 10.10 lyke how youh always ask me too sayang . but ,
every 30 min to 1 hour , i'll wake up . and my appetite
keeps on losing . Most of th' time i am my self .
my CRAZY self , i will go quite all of a sudden .
Remember last year ? when i got insecure . it wasn't
as bad as this onee . ~~FUCK~~ FHUCK .
i just missh how we were last tyme

Later i wanna meet my babyboii .

dahh larhh .
i wann watch t.vv

byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-05-06T21:31:00.004+08:00

hello .

HAPPY 11th MONTH[sary]?? BABYBOI !
this 11 months has been GREAT !!
thanks for being there when i needed youh most .
all that is in my mind right now is saying that i'm damn effing SORRY .
and I LOVE YOUH damn effing much .

righ now . . .
i feel lyke crying .
baby , i know that your trying to conquer your fear of heights , but . . . this . . . baby . . . it's more lykee your hurting your-slef . baby . . . i really hopee youh stopp . I REALLY DON'T WANTT YOUH TO HURT YOUR-SELF . i'm not stoping youh from your funn . but i just don't want youh to get hurt .

hopee youh understand babyy .

What i'm talking about will be posted below
[ video ] .

baby , i'm SORIE .
macam manerr baby nyer temperature boleh naik seyy .
baby jangan demam sudahh .

anywayss . . .
th' video cannot be uploaded urh .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-05-05T15:00:00.002+08:00

hello .

things ar' getting from bad to worst late-ly .
last night . i never talked to anyone .
from 8.30pm ++ onwards . i was really . . . broken hearted
: ' [

then after tuition , i cried .
URHHH ! went home and locked my self
in th room , felt hungry but no appetite .
Locked my self in th' room and stared to cry like
noBody's business . Forced my self to sleep at 10.10 p.m
Then woke up at lyke 10.20p.m . really can't sleep urh .
Then at lyke 1am ? slept . Then after a while woke up .
And it happened repeated times . in class felt really tired .

nevermind urh .

Baby , baby masih ingat tak dulu , biler kiter first stead ? 1502'08 ?

baby sayang ingat , dulu biler dik sebut namer ~~fauzan~~ fhuckzan , baby cemburu , baby marah ?

baby pada masa tuhh ingatkan yang dik masih sukerkan dier , tapy padahal , dik betulbetul sayangkan baby , dan dik tak akan berhenti sayangkan baby walaupun dik tidak berada di sini .

Sekarang pulak , dik berase gyny , dik marah , dik cemburu . Dik takut kehilangan baby lagyk . dik TAK NAK kehilangan baby .

Baby . . .
dik tak tuduh baby engan dierr rapat . dik tanyer budak afifi tuhh . dik mxg dier punn pasal dik bosan , dik mxg baby , baby tak reply , so dik anggapkan yang baby buzy and dik tak nak kacau baby , that's why dik mxg dierr. pada masa tuhh pun dik berasa insecure . tuhh pasal dik tanyer dier pasal baby engan dierr . bukan nyer dik tak percayekan baby . PLEASE baby . PLEASE jangan fikir yang bukanbukan .
DIK PERCAYEKAN BABY . percayelah katakata adik .

and baby .
I really don't blame youh for not trusting what i said to youh that day . but i really mean it . i trust youh , i really do i mxg your friend just because i was bored . when i mxg youh punn , i msg youh at th wrong tyme , that is when youh are buzy . . . so i get bored . and when i mxg yourr friend punn , i brought up that topic cause there was no topic . I'm sorie baby . I really am . will youh ?

and . . .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-05-02T20:34:00.003+08:00

UURHHH ! hello .

i hate these past few days / weeks .
i feel lyke i've been ignored .
then after that been in such bad mood lately
till i found faults with alot of people .
One was with hazirah , something happened .
then with shafiqah , i was so angry that i
put all my anger on her till she cried for
more lyke 5 tymes ?
then one was with a bunch with sec 2's .
outside school arh . VERRYVERRYVERRY long .
Shafiqah and farah was scared then they relax
on corner .
then th other one was yesterday , someone called me ,
But they called me 'oi' then i faught back .

URHHH !

then just now wanted to go j.p
then my parents want me to go home .
Then now they confiscate my phone .
What th ~~fuck~~ Fook .

I REALLY REALLY WISH THAT EVERYTHING WOULD STOPPP !
RIGHT NOWWW !
I JUST FEEL LYKE CRYING OUT OF ANGERRR .

~~FHUCK !!! please stopp . EVERYTHING . pleasee .~~

Got to go . byebye .
And baby ,

I really don't blame youh for not trusting what i said to youh yesterday . but i really mean it . i trust youh , i really do i mxg your friend just because i was bored . when i mxg youh punn , i msg youh at th wrong tyme , that is when youh are buzy . . . so i get bored . and when i mxg yourr friend punn , i brought up that topic cause there was no topic . I'm sorie baby . I really am . will youh ?

and . . .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-04-28T19:04:00.003+08:00

Hey people .

SORIE not much update .
i'm not buzy or anything .
But i'm just grounded actually .

But what th h _ _ _ .
just use . and other tymes i'm just plan lazy . . .
SORIE aites .

first thing first .
Tagg replyes .

nilah .

Thanks ! linked !

Syara .

Hellos !

mAi! .

MAI !! i missh youhh too ! thanks for doing th quiz . anything , mxg me arh .

hhhas ! i had to go through it too .

nura .

Malas that's why long . Yarh . too much blood came out from my body . thanks darl !

afiqah .

FIQAHHH ! i misshh youhh too ! Sorie arh , nurra sabo me too ! Nak jumper , mxg me aites .

[A]!melinaRAWR

Done darla .

fiona

of course i know youh fiona . no link . how to link . gimme your link , then i link youh .

Now . . .
i ' ve been scribbling down my notebook with words .
but not for exams . but for something else . amirah tahu kan amirah i really mean what i wrote in the book baby . i've been bored easily now days , not very sure why .

Ekh hazirah .
Jangan nak pandaipandai buat cerita okeys .
Amirah , Vidya , Pearlyn , Aqilah , Masjati , Ramzan was with me all th way , and i never say that i want to bantai farah . i said i wana bantai iqah . nak buat cerita , pakai otak sikit urhh . takda otak ke perrr huhhh ? B _ D _ H !

and . . .

I really don't blame youh for not trusting what i said to youh yesterday . but i really mean it . i trust youh , i really do i mxg your friend just because i was bored . when i mxg youh punn , i msg youh at th wrong tyme , that is when youh are buzy . . . so i get bored . and when i mxg yourr friend punn , i brought up that topic cause there was no topic . I'm sorie baby . I really am . will youh ?

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-04-14T20:00:00.009+08:00

Today ?

quite bad urh .
first maths , uat ny uat tuhh .
then p.e , then shafiqah fainted .
o.O'''
Then when after changing ,
Xinyu [ ahh ma ] and Jing yee
told me that _______ and _________ her friend ,
Said that i sucked . My blood boil sia .
EKH GURL , TAK SUKER BILANG DEPANDEPAN URH ,
JANGAN NAK GOSIPGOSIP ARH .
GERRANMM !
then mother tongue , i ignored the N2's .
cause of th gurl . . .
then took pics , bosan urh .
Pasal engah oral , so kelas senyap , took pic's arh .
: p
After that science .
Sumardi , Ramzan , Masjati , Aqilah , Zafira ajak gy swimming .
then lepas sekolah jumper Bby J !
CUTTTE nyer dier dalam NCDCC uniform !!
after that balik , mandi , keluar ,
First gy J.e nyer , tutup , then gy J.w nyer .
Tutup jugak , then dah kul 5.00 . ambil gambar jap, then
balik urh , aper lagyk .
sekarang dah pat umah . . . blog .
Pic's are below !

In m.t class .

Biler nak gy swimming .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-04-08T17:29:00.003+08:00

hellos .
Yesterday , 2.4 km run/jog/walk .
PASSED ! 18min __ sec . wanted to run
all th way , sha was holding me back .
at least past.
: ]

TODAY is damn effing bad okeys .
firsty it started over flowing
n it stained my pinafore . then while
going for music lesson ran to th toilet
skipped music .THANKS pearyln , xinyu ,
jingyee , amirah , shafiqah n thivya .
then during history ,i stand .
cause my pinafore wet. then while doing correction
felt dizzy , th nex min i found myself on th ground .
well , i fainted . i regain conscious after several mins.
my head really hit th floor hard .
painful . . then went to g.o , on th way ,
i fell , no energy ,
o.O'''

THATS ALL !
till th next post !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-04-01T17:12:00.004+08:00

tagged by nurra to do this .

100 q. IF you want to know me, please read.
These quiz tell you wad I am.
And By the time I finish this quiz, I die liao.
Hw not done. Sian lah.

1) Are you single or attached ?
- Attached :D

2) How old are you ?
- 12 to 13 :D

3) Do you have a person you are in love with ?
- Yarh !

4) What is the name of the person you are in love with ?
- Muhammad Jasmin bin Jamaludin .

5) If the person you love and your mother drop into the sea , who will you save ?
- Th one i love . cause comfirm got other people there to save her .
:]

6) Have you ever hugged someone before ?
- from th back counted ?

7) Do you love your parents ?
- _ _ .

8) Will you hug the one you are in love with ?
- If th person ask only then i hug .

9) Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend ?
- OF COURSE .

10) Are you jealous right now ?
- Of what ?

11) Who is the last person who messaged you , what is the message?
- Bbyboi . *message too long to type .

12) Who is your clique ?
- Jasmin , Farah , Nurra , Zafira , Aqilah , Amirah & others .

13) Do you wan to have baby in future ?
- if i say yesh , what youh wana do about it ?

14) Do you prefer Mac , KFC , Long John Silver , Burger King or Coffee Shop ?
-

15) Are you skinny or fat ?
- FATTTTT !

16) Do you smoke ?
- Nope.

17) If you boyfriend/girlfriend is two-timer , what will you do ?
- donno . o.O'''

18) If you found that you have a disease , what will you do ?
- what disease ?

19) Which CCA are you in ?
- NPCC . : [

20) If you are rich , what will you do ?
- Donate . and stuff .

21) If the one you are in love with held your hand , what will you do ?
- Hehehes. I'll hold his too.

22) If the one you are in love with rejected you , what will you do ?
- Just be in th relationship status we were in before , such as friends ect.

23) What is your favourite cartoon character ?
- pooh bear .

24) What is your personality ?
- ask those close to me .

25) Friendship or love ?
- Love ?

26) Cookie monster or Elmo ?
- BOTHHH !

27) What is your horoscope ?
- Scorpio .

28) When is your birthday ?
- 23 October. :D

29) Who is your idol ?
- Noot sure .. .

30) Who you wished to marry to ?
- MY babyboi !

31) Do you like lollipop ?
- Not quite.

32) Do you have your own diary ?
- My blog, my diary.

33) Who are you scared of ?
- god .

34) Who is your first crush ?
- :S ader larh .

35) If your face is destroyed , are you still happy ?
- I'll not.. :(

36) Happy , sad , stress , lonely or moody ?
- Sad .

37) What is the BIGGEST thing you afraid of ?
- COCKROACH , i think .

38) If you are going to die , who will you first think of ?
- My babyboi larh .

39) If you are kidnapped , who will you wan to call for help first ?
- how to call anyone ?

40)Who you think you are ?
- An UNPERFECT girl .

41) Which do you prefer , bee or mosquito ?
- NONE!

42) Are you scared of insects ?
- Some . o.O''' especially Cockroach .

43) If you saw ghost , what will you do ?
- Don't ask me please.

44) There is a admire of yours and he wont die heart , what will you do ?
- huh? won't die heart?

45) If your clique quarrel , what will you do ?
- if i'm at wrong , i say sorie , if not , ignore and scold th person vulgar .

46) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he wanted to break , what will you do ?
- I WILL BEG HYM TO NOT BREAK UP . . . youh know how much i love youh kan ??

47) Do you love soft toys ?
- OF coz, they are just damn cute and nice to cuddle :D

48) Do you think you are gay/lesbian ?
- NOOOO ! what makes youh think i'm lesbo ?!

49) Have you ever entered the girl/boy's toilet ?
- Yeah.

50) Who do you wish to be chatting with you now ?
- MY BABYBOI !

51) Are you bored now ?
- ABO !

52) Are you blur ?
- Depends .

53) If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you wan ?
- donno .

54) Do you wear specs ?
- Yessha !

55) What is your shirt colour now ?
- Grey.

56) What brand of school bag you use ?
- Ink !

57) Have you bathed ?
- OF COURSE ! what tyme ready ?

58) How many people are there in your family ?
- including me , 4 .

59) What is your full name ?
- nur batrisyia binte akbhar ali .

60) Lock yourself in the room or cut yourself with penknife ?
- Lock myself in th room .

61) How much of % do you give the boy you are in love with ?
- th maximum .

62) Do you misses your ex ?
- No ex !

63) Are you scared of losing the most precious things ?
- Yarhh .

64) What is the blog url of the person you are in love with ?
- He doesn't have one .

65) Do you hate him/her ?
- Who ?

66) Do you wish your mother was hugging you now ?
- NOPE . . .

67) Are you sitting or standing now ?
- Sitting. How the hell to type while standing!?

68) Have you eaten ?
- Yarhh .

69) How many person you blocked in your MSN ?
- No one .

70) If your idol come to the Country you are in now , what will you do ?
- Save up money to see my idol if concert. :D

71) If you get to shake hand with your idol , what will you do ?
- Just smile .

72) Do you have a pet last time or now ?
- Nope . ..

73) Who is the last person you chatted with in MSN ?
- Farah ?

74) How many people get beaten by you before ?
- Quite a number . but not hard , just lyke softsoft .
Scared they cry to their mommy .

75) If your boyfriend/girlfriend dun love you anymore , what will you do ?
- How dare youh play with my heart. . .

76) You won a car , what will you do with it ?
- Sell th car , then th money donate and use for stuff .

77) If your boyfriend/girlfriend cannot live more than 1 week , what will you do ?
- Spent hys lifetyme with hym , making it memorable .

78) If you fall down , will you stand up on your own or ask people to help you ?
- I'll stand up on my own -.-

79) How many TV(s) do you have ?
- 4 . One in every room .

80) If this is your first date , what will you wear ?
- Clothes .

81) What is your email address ?
- bat_friends@hotmail.com

82) Who do you think annoys you the most ?
- That gurl face !

83) What school are you in now ?
- Jurong West Secondary . : ]

84) Do you like your form teacher ?
- boleh larh . he just lyke to waste tyme scholding th boys .

85) In school , who are you most scared of ?
- . . . Donno .

86) Which instrument do you wish to have in your house ?
- Piano or guitar .

87) During weekends , what will you do ?
- Go out with hym . . .

88) Do you prefer fever or flu ?
- Fever .

89) Do you prefer laptop or desktop ?
- Laptop!

90) What colour of specs are you wearing ?
- Black , and ader bekas orange .

91) What fruits do you like the most ?
- MANGO !

92) What is your mobile phone number ?
- for me to know , for youh to find out .
Wana know , add me in msn , might give youh .

93) Do you prefer IPhone or normal mobile phone ?
- Iphone.

94) If your pants drop at a very crowded place , what will you do ?
- SCREAM. WEAR IT QUICKLY , and if peeps are laughing , SHOUT
' YOUH NEVER SEE YOUR MOTHER IN PANTIES BEFORE ISSIT ? '

95) Are you scared of chili ?
- Nopee .

96) Are you wearing any accessories now ?
- Necklace .

97) Do you like rainbow ?
- Yup.

98) What subject you love most ?
- English , Science .

99) If you were to present infront of the person you are in love with and the whole school , what will you do ?
- Firstly , i have stage fright , so i'll freeze .

100) Which do you prefer cute/chio/handsome boys/girls ?
- All 3 , but looks don't matter , as long as he loves me .
i'kll be fine !

Sabo 5 or more people to do this quiz:

- Ina .
- Dyna .
- NCO shafiqah .
- Farah !
- afiqah !
- Maisarah !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-03-31T19:18:00.003+08:00

hello .

tttooodddaaayyy !
had 2.4km trial for p.e
got 19min __s . i walked not run .
Then had mood swings urrrh !

er. . .
this is a seriously hilarious
from youtube . click here !

er .. .
that's all folk's !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-03-29T20:05:00.002+08:00

HELLOS !

my tummy is hurting .
it's lyke someone / something is poking it .
With a VERYVERY big needle .

er . .
Got to iron my uniform and complete maths and science homework .

BYE !!

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

2009-03-24T21:59:00.002+08:00

hellos .

Today - had to stay back in school
just because i never hand in my maths file .
Then i out of school , msg Bby J .
telling hym i wait for hym at th bus stop ,
Then he told me to go home cause he ready at home .

: [

*SADDDDD*

After that went to J.p .
No need to know reason.
Only Bby J home .

& on th way go J.p saw NURA !
she say at her blog my voice sound lyke kidd .
BADDD rite . . .
majok mann .

: ]

hhas ! mainmain jer .
Akuh rinduuuu Bby J ,
[even through it's just one day ]

:[

Byebye .
i wanna see sports channel on netball for a while
then sleep larh .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .
BBY SYG , I M I S S Y O U H !

2009-03-18T19:38:00.002+08:00

hellos .

how many more days akuh dah nak kene balik !
WOOOTS !!
;]
happy siol akuh !!

Every night , i look up in th sky .
Finding for th brightest star . Talking to it makes me
think that i'm talking to youh . Even while talking to th star .
i'll hold back my tears as i promised youh i won't cry .

B A B Y B O I !!! I R E A L L Y M I S S Y O U H damn effing much !

Esok dah nak kene pack !!!
Tak sabarnyer akuh .
Anyways bby , esok - during silat ,
jangan hurt yourself tau .

SORIE for th broken language used .

Got to go .
byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .
BBY SYG , I M I S S Y O U H freaking much !

2009-03-17T19:59:00.002+08:00

hellos

:[

SORIE for not blogging
:[

HOLIDAYS will be superb boring okeys ?
i'll be in th kampong for 5 days .
I 'LL BE MISSING MY B A B Y B O I damn freaking much tau !!!

Yesterday , we came here ,
In th plane , while i was taking a nap ,
Th plane suddenly lost control and almost crashed !
Cause th air_______ *fill it in* cause i dont know ,
that makes th plane fly, was shut . that's why it lost balance !

Then when we reached , i locked my self in th room for th whole day .
I didn't even went to th kitchen .
:S

Today , was in th room . Completed my homework .
Nothing intresting huh ?

Well , just waiting for Thursday night / Friday early morning .

Tagg reply -
naafisya - linked !
kaung htet - hellos !
afiqah - missh youh too !
♥CASSAN - relinked !
nihlah - hellos !
seri/nura - SORIE arh babe ! here's your post !

Got to go .
Byebye.

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .
BBY SYG , I M I S S Y O U H freaking much !

2009-03-01T18:43:00.003+08:00

helos .

long tyme since touched th blog .
not at home always .

BBY , THANKS FOR TH DOGTAG ! loveyouh bnykbnyk .

nothing else to say .

byebye .

ILOVEYOUH and noOne else till i die .

2009-02-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

hello .

Bby , i'm sorie .
i don't want us to be apart .
i just hate th way , this ar
going for us right now .
just wana say -
i love youh .
i really do .
from th bottom of my heart .
i never felt lyke this towards anyone
before .
and i've never been this happy till i met youh .

ILOVEYOUH . bby J .

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& i hope this ends .

2009-02-14T15:24:00.002+08:00

hello .

Happy valentine's day Bby J .

&

Happy birthday keciq !

Yesterday , after silat ,
do stuff . and called hym at 1205 .
Then headed to bed . I tried putting
myself to sleep , after that convo.
and I DID IT ! :]

Then woke up at 8 + .
Wanted to sleep back , but cannot .
Think-ing of yesterday's convo .
SORIE bby !

Anyways - wana go out anyone ?
to anywhere ? as long as i'll be home
at 6++ .

But . . .
I scared to go out cause today is valentine day .
and well . . . scared later heart painful then burst out .
:'[

donno what else to post larh .
bhubye .

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

Promise me we're go-ing to together . and we're not go-ing to be apart . Promise ? I love youh bby J !

2009-02-10T18:20:00.009+08:00

HELOS !
been editing photos late-ly .
[photo's above]
[ SORIE , for bad editing ]
Cause no one to talk to at home .
:[

& SSSOOORRRRIIIEE !
tadi tak dengar phone bunyi .

er . . .
Nothing much happened in class today .
Form teacher say , 2 days he not coming school !
But then when he never come doesn't mean that we can
go home early what . . . If can . . GEREKK !

Mr Ng , maths teacher said that some of us gonna stay back
tomorrow after 2 or 2.30 , cause never finish correction .
I think i one of them , MAYBE only ! cause usually i do homework .
o_O '''

That's all , Got to go , byebye

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-02-09T17:05:00.002+08:00

HELLOS !!

Memories from the past keep messing with my head ,
I know i'm forgetful , but i just don't know why th memories
keep popping in and out of my head .

It's not the good memories that pop up ,
It's th bad ones , Not th good ones .

I still feel th pain in me .
Th memories of th good appear too !
And i'm very happy for that .

I'm really really fed up staying at home .
No phone , No one to talk too !
:[

If youh guys ask why i always with Bby J ??
here's your answer :
He's the one who gives me a listening ear .
He's th one who helps me with my problems in school or at home .
He's th one who lends me a shoulder to lean on . He's the one who
can make me laugh eventhrough how hard things go , he's the one who
stands by me , He's the reason to why i wake up in the morning .
I wake up early every morning , just hoping to see hys smile ,
& to hear hys laughter . He's the one that makes me look forward
to after school . He's the only one who understands me . And the one
who loves me for who i am .

Happy now ??

Why people just accept th fact that i am who i am .
I'm not pretending to be anyone .
I'm not imitating anyone .
I know i'm not th perfect girl that every Parent
wants . . .

I can't believe youh dared to do that to me .
I just can't accept th fact that youh broke my handphone .
And hiding th house phone . Who do youh think youh are ?

Youh can't drift us apart .
I love hym more than youh guys can love me .

I know that youh hated me since young ,
Everytime i hear dad say ' when she push youh last tyme ,
When youh were young . . . . ' I feel that youh have hated me
since young . If youh really hate me , fine !

I don't mind .

Frustrated sia !!
Nvm larh . Need tyme to forget th bad memories .

Got to go , byebye

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-02-07T17:57:00.003+08:00

HELOS !

looonnnggg tyme never update .
Quite alot happened . But not in th mood to type it all out .
SORIE . maybe another day .

Yesterday was th 8th months !!
Just wana say - HAPPY 8th months .
& THANKS for being there for me through thick and thin .
Meting youh was th best thing that happened to me .
& Loving youh , was NEVER a mistake .

Anyways -
i made th wrong choice in P.S.L.E
I pick th wrong school's

:[

Donno what else to type larh .
Bhubye

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-01-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

HHELLLOOOS !
I got into Npcc .
With HAZIRAH !! youh know ??!!
]:
Cried in school .
Really wanted netball .
I think cause of my height .
I know larh i short . Cannot give me chance ?
PLEASE !
After school , went to pioneer mall .
Met Bby J . GEREK !
After that , went home , shower and stuff ,
Went down , played soccer .
I played with Jasni for a while then sit one corner .
Whhas !

5 p.m went home .
Later must go Jurong West Sec again .
Register for Sinda .
YEAH !! cann see Bby J !!
WOHHOO !
They say wear p.e or uni .
Wear p.e urh sia . Nak kai pinafore ?
Tak panas kerr ? . . . . . . .

I REALLY WAN NETBALL !!
:[

starting to miss Jurong West primary , 6D' 08 , Netball mates
Ms Chong , Ms Sim and Cikgu Norlia MORE and MORE !
I don't feel that i'm fully ready to go into secondary lyfe .

Dah ending my post here .
Sakit hati nak post lagyk .
Lagyklagyk kalau pasal netball .

Dah urh .
Bhubye urh sia .

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-01-17T20:44:00.006+08:00

HELLOOSS !

Day's of no update ?
Hhas ! Youh guy's don't need to
know what happen . This is what i can tell
youh about this week , During School it SUXX !
After school , GGEERREEKK !

:]

Today - Farah ajak main bola , as tomorrow she can't make it .
Went down at 4 ? Went home at exact 6.15 . LLuucckkyy !
bathe , and everything , then use computer .
:]

Tomorrow - maybe going playing soccer again .

...............................Bby , sometymes , see-ing youh farah ,
...............................makes my heart painful . I just don't know why. *sigh*
............................... Bby , I'm SORIE

:[

Bored much ?
Yeah !
SO did th ' . . . . . . '
hhas !

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-01-12T18:43:00.002+08:00

HHELLOOS !

Yesterday - Went to play soccer !
at 2pm + till 7 . LONNG huh ?
5 hours seyy .
Planning to go next week too !
Farah came yesterday man !
Siok ! She played till her leg pain !
Poor farah ! Nothing much to say larh .

Today - didn't feel lyke going to school .
Tired seyy . Bathe and everything , went out
at 7 ? somewhere there . Lesson after lesson .
From today onwards , 1N1 will be at th 4th floor with
th sec 2's ! Until th guy from 2E2 ? recovered !
Damn tiring okeys .. up and down th stairs .
After school , Cca auditions.
After 5 went home . Do homework for a while ,
Then Bby J called . :] asked if wana met ,
I said okey . And ran out of th house .
Ran till th traffic light near pioneer mall .
Pancit lurh ! Leg pain too !
Later got religious class .
So get to get going .
I got one more thing to say ,
Bby , Susah tau .
Bukan samer dengar katekate dier .
Dik tak biase bby ! Susah nak biaserkan .
Kalau dik give up , SORIE

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-01-10T20:14:00.002+08:00

HEELLLOOS !

Today - woke up early seyy .
Bathe , then went to school .
Then at school , opening speech by
Mr Gun , principle , and some briefing .
Then went of th see all th Cca's .
At th basketball booth , did some shooting ,
Scored 15 ? in 1 min 30 sec .
Then they ask me to join basketball .
Tried shooting at netball booth , only can shoot one .
because 15 / 20 seconds only what .
then went to uniform groups then dismissed at 11.30 or so .
Went home, Showered , sleep !
Tired siol !
Sleep at 12.10 to 12.30 or so .
Then at 12.35 till 3. pm .
Woke up , bathe again .
I lyke to play water .
mcm budakbudak katerkan ! whhhas !

Hhas !
Now , waiting to talk on th phone !
Hhhas ! MISS HYM Lurh sey .

Tomorrow - planning to go down ,
PLAY SOCCER ! hhas ! farah maybe coming !
Hope she come seyy .
:]

I MISS HYM UBER MUCH SEYY !
even through yesterday just met !

*sigh*

Nothing else to post about seyy .

So bhubye .

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-01-09T18:24:00.002+08:00

HEELLOOOS !

YEAH ! HYS BACK FROM CAMP !
*jumps**laughing*

Yesterday - Went Silat ! :]
Tire-ing ? not so .
Ran , ran , ran .
Then do jumping jacks , Sit up's , Push up ,
and th other usual stuff .
Bby J wasn't there .
:[
Do some training & learn white belt then punches , kick's and stuff .
o_O
After silat , my mom talk to Bby J's parents .
I was showing attitude sia .
I was at the playground all alone sia .
After that , hys parents told me to help them
buy th malay text book for Bby J . :] hhhas !
After that went home & hand wash th clothes till midnight ,
Ate some snacks , Then after a while , sleep .
[ gona be FFFAAATTT sia ] :[

Today - went to school .
Quite late sia .
Usually i wait for hazirah ,
Today she wait for me .
I woke up at 6.35 + ?
Late rite ? hhas ! i know .
Then bathe until 6.55 ?
then change , tie hair , pack bag .
Out i go . . .
Reach school , saw hazirah ,
talk talk talk ,
Then went to th hall .
After th national anthem & pledge ,
Went to class .
After school , Went to pioneer mall with farah .
Called Bby J then mom .
Asked Bby J if wana met up .
He said yes . and we met up at pioneer mall .
Called mom to tell her i'll be home late .
Saw Bby J , then wana go MacDonald .
Then saw Siddiq , Khairie , Fateh and Fauzan .
Then Bby J talked to Siddiq then went to MacDonald .
Then walk home . Called Bby J after taking a shower .
Then asked hym to sleep . :]
Mom said maybe by today gona get my handphone back !
YEAH ! i miss message-ing people sia .
Later got silat , I need to go take a shower again lurh .

Long post ?
Yeah , i know .

Bhubye

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-01-08T15:59:00.002+08:00

HELLOS !

HE IS COMING HOME TOMORROW !
i miss hym larh !
YEAH ! raymond doesn't lyke me ! so , hazirah , jangan main ckp urh ! dier dah tak suker kan akuh urh ! whha ! :P

Last night , cannot sleep soundly ,
After 15 - 30 min wake up .
:[ SORIE Bby !
then in class keep yawning .
:]

Today - Masjati ? sorie if wrong spelling .
Wanted to go the library to do the home economic project .
I was lyke me too ! o_O
Then he asked if wana make a group , then we all do together .
I was lyke anything urh . Tomorrow , once Bby J come's back ,
Gona ask hym permission .

Later got silat . Bby J , Jasmani , Jasni and fendi
won't be there . As Bby J and fendi has camp ,
and tonight , they are having campfire , parents are
invited , so hys brother's are going too .
what a pity seyy , Bby J not there !
:[

Nothing else to post about larh .
Bhubye .

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-01-07T19:15:00.004+08:00

Hellos .

Yesterday -
Went to school , usual thing larh .
Got p.e from 8.55 ? - 10 .
Then th teacher , miss neo .
told us what to do every p.e.
lessons & th rules and regulations .
Then went to check height and weight .
I shrunk sia . from 154cm to 153cm sia .
:[
After height and weight ,
Ms neo , brought us to run / jog around th school .
I was th 10+ or so ?
Got this guy, hys name is ramzan .
he asked me why i so fast ?
o_O . Wrong mah i run fast ?
Then recess .
then class tyme , during class tyme ,
me and this guy called raymond ? Passed notes ,
i asked hym who he lyke larh , cause a few gurls in class
lyke hym . Then mother tongue , so we stop for a while ,
during mother tongue , teacher played hang man
& told ghost stories about her friends that went to N.S .
after Mother tongue , continued passing th letter
during C.M.E , maths and english . If i can remember ,
this is one conversation .Blue - Raymond Red - Batrisyia .

.... [ he said something , i can't remember ] & btw , do youh lkye me ?
Why youh ask ?
I lyke can feel that youh lyke me .
I got boif , ..... [ said something , can't remember ] anyways , youh lyke me ? [ i asked this cause , hazirah said that she feel that raymond lykes me o.O ]
A lil last tyme , now got girlf .
Ouhs .. Okeys ..

That was a crazy convo . :] hhas !
Then got orientation . Got captain ball sia .
:] Damn excited at first , then at last ,
my class didn't had th chance to play ,
:[

Today -
went out of house at 6.35 / 6.40 ?
went out to meet Bby J ,
Today he going camp at juying sec .
He'll be back on friday , :[
So LOOONNNNGGG !
Went to Discovery center .
Okeys larh , Played some games .
Did some cheer , i was quiet through
th first half , cause i was thinking
of Bby J . :[ then th other half ,
talked . Then went to th theater hall .
Viewed th pics they took and a speech ?
Then went home .

& this is to Bby J .
Forgot to post yesterday .
HAPPY 7 MONTH !
I know that i've been th
cause of th fights since th new year stared ,
Even if i'm stubborn , Naughty or what so on ,
Your still by my side, guiding me to th right path ,
Through th Up's and Down's i have , through th fight
i have between my parents ,
you're always there to make my day .
To cheer me up no matter what , Thanks bby !
You're always in my heart and my mind ,
No matter what , I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOUH.
& I LOVE NOONE ELSE BUT YOUH BABY !!

This post damn long sia .
Hhas !

Sorie aites .
Bhubye

ILOVEYOUH and NoOne else . BBY J

2009-01-05T18:59:00.005+08:00

hellos ?
First thing i got to say is -
I'm SORIE baby .
Sorie for waking youh up tadi .
REALLY REALLY SORIE .
and bby , please jangan take what
that bitch take seriously .
Dier tak der hak nak bilang dik
siaper nak cintakan or what so ever .
Please bby .
:[

I HATE MY MOTHER !
SHE'S A BITCH !
I HATE HER ! I HATE HER ! I HATE HER !

Today - Went to school .
As usual , I don't know how
to ikat my tie seyy .
Hazirah sister help me .
Thanks aites !
Then went to hall .
Do everthing then went back to class .
First period project work , no teacher take us seyy .
So we went to class & talktalktalk until Vice principal
came in .
o_O
Then went to computer lab and so on . . .
After school , Changed & went for th orientation .
Walk around th school , up and down repeated tymes seyy .
Whhas !
Then go hall . Play games .
o_O
Then dismissal .
Called Bby J , but ended up waking hym up .
:[
SORIE bby .
:'[
Then went home .
while walking , walk past Bby J's house .
My mother talking to hys parents .
I really wana 'MAKI' her sey !
Then i heard that tomorrow then they talk
cause Bby J's father got to go for work .
Tomorrow at 2pm or so .
I was lyke really really angry & almost maki-ed
my mother .
I still got orientation rite ?
How come cannot after 5.45 ?
Fhuck seyy !

i only ate once seyy during recess .
Eat pau . :]
Frm 10.25 till now haven't eat .
I have no mood seyy .
Th blame is on my mother .
REALLY won't forgive her to what she's gonna do !
She so has no rites to tell me who to love & who not to love !

Tomorrow our 7months together !
But got problem seyy .
One by one come in seyy .
Just settled one , then another one come in .

I HATE MY MOTHER !

Feel lyke killing myself seyy .
I'm th blame for all th fights that we have .
:[

Anyways - Sorie th post long !

bhubye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2009-01-02T19:49:00.002+08:00

HELLOS !

Yesterday -
Went out at 5+ ?
play soccer .
Went home at 7+ .
What we do, not for youh to know .
Whha !

Today -
first day of school ?
Yeah , okeys larh .
Must do 2 introduction & th rest talk .
Got one teacher . VERY friendly .
But to bad not permanent teacher !
]:
After sch , got do something .
Then went to fendi's house .
Mother came to cane me at 7 + ?
Then now currently on th phone .
Crying .

Bby . Fendi .
Please JANGAN buat !
please urh !
Aper ni !
Sakit hati tau dik / akuh tengok
Bby / kauh buat gini terhadap diri kauh orng sendiri .
Memang sah ni semua salah akuh / dik .
akuh / dik pun nak buat blh ekh ?

bhubye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2009-01-01T12:28:00.003+08:00

HEELLOOS !
2 day never post ?
Whhah !

Busy ?
Busy going out ader larh !
Whha !

301208 -
Went to J.P 3 pm
Meet Bby J & fendi !
Bought bubble tea .
I don't wana drink then fendi
say - ' if youh don't drink .... '
then went popular .
Then went P.M .
Went to MacDonald .
I don't feel lyke eating too !
Then fendi repeat th same sentence !
O_o
Then went my house take soccer ball went to
th field near our houses . Then my mom
sent my younger bro to look for me since it's
all ready 6+ . But i don't fell lyke going home !
So younger bro stayed with us . Bby J th PSP th screen got crack .
talktalktalk until 7 + then headed home .

311208 - Went out of house at 9.45 am .
Late seyy . Supposed to go out at 9.30 am.
but mom held me back . gave me 10$ and asked
me to eat breakfast . told her didn't want breakfast ,
then she said while youh walking eat . took th advice ,
while waiting for Bby J & fendi , eat . :]

Felt kindda guilty
[ only Bby J know's why ]
:[

planned to go harborfront & peni ,
But then didn't go ,
first went to Pioneer mall ,
to check how something .
60 min only , but too bad .
No $ . Feeling guilty .
:[
Then went to donno what block ,
Then went my house ,
Then went to J.P ?
eat . I cannot finish seyy .

Sorie & Thanks bby !

Then headed to my house
Then th field .
Bby J brother's & father joined too !
hha !
After th field , went Bby J's house ,
Until .. 7.30 ?
Then off to fendi's house .
Keep going toilet seyy !
Fendi's mom cooked .
Then eat .
Then Bby J's bro continued playing games .
Then i continued going to th toilet .
Got one part , Bby J's younger bro go
Off th toliet light , Then Keep holding th
toilet door so i can't go out ,
Then when i came out , they asked if i scream ?
Scream for what ?
o_O

Then went off at 10.30 ?
Walked down th stairs .
Sent Bby J & hys brother's home .
Until th lift of hys block ,
then went home .
Talked on th phone till 12 + ?
then eat abit , then sleep .
Fat seyy lyke that !

Hopefully later th rain will stop ,
I wanna go out again ?
Pleash .

Tomorrow sch starting .
I got to go iron my uniform & call someone !
Maybe later i update again ,
To keep my blog alive ,
whha !

So long seyy this post .
Anyways - Happy New year to all of you !

bhubye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

HHELLOOS !

Just came home from swimming .
BEST lurh !
So cute .
Th boys keep playing !
whhha !
But among all boys ,
Only concentrated on one .
Bby J ! :]

He looks CUTE in hys new hair cut !
Whhas !

After swimming ,
Ate at Kfc .
Bby J's father's treat .
Feel bad lurh .

Actually don't feel lyke eating ,
Then fendi said youh don't eat ...
Got larh .
:[
Keep on repeating th sentance .
:[
Nvm , Just want hym to go marh .
So i don't mind !
:]

bhbye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-29T13:21:00.004+08:00

HEELLOOS !
Fhuck , Lost my so called ' leg band '
White color ! :[
feel lyke crying & scolding my father ,
He made me lose it !
Feel lyke killing hym .
Mama , Give me $ 3 . I buy another one . Please .
If cannot then nvm , when sch reopen mom will give me $3 each day .
So can buy one after first day of sch !
whhas !

Just now went ngaji ,
Younger bro never come .
:]

Mom just set of to J.B
With uncle and younger bro .
Bro came home then i called mom
asked her why , then bro went to
J.P all by hymself to met mom .
So that i can go out today !
Whhas !

Anyways -
Sufiah bte mohd taha
Is so called blacklisted in my mind !
She's a Biatch who can't be trusted .
NEVER tell her your secrets cause
even if she promised she won't tell anyone ,
She will .

Urh.
How much i hate her !
3yr wasted on a biatch ,
What luck i have ,
Nvm . Hope things ar better
when i'm in secondary lyfe .

Now .
I got freedom till father gets home .
hhas !

Hhas ,
now wanna bathe again ,
warm at home .
Hopefully later can go out ,
:]

bhubye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-28T19:31:00.007+08:00

HHELLOOOS !

Yesterday -
Ina's Birthday party .
Th Musical chair was UBER funny !
Th guy wearing a 'Mr cool' tee and Fyfy
were in th last round . Main cheat seyy .
But then Funny ! whhas !

Today -
Went out of house at 11.30 a.m ?
Late seyy . Went to Zone 5 first .
Hoping to see Bby J . But then tak jadi .
At 12.25 ? or so , berangkat . Met fyfy at
Art park . Then went to th mama shop .
Bought drinks . Then off to Jurong point .
Waited for her boif then went to peni .
Went there for a while , then went to City hall
Mrt station then back to boon lay , Went to Boon lay market
place , to collect my pinafor , Still long seyy !
:[
Hopefully i can go taller , 157 cancan ? Pleash ...
Then went home .
At 4.40 or so ? Talked on th phone .

Tomorrow - planning to go out .
Bby J invited me go swimming .
:]

Waah ..
Everyday going out seyy .
Cannot make it habit sey .
Later got problem .
:]

Currently waiting to talk on th phone .
It's become a daily routine .
whhas !

Taggs -

QEE. - pass me your email add, i'm putting private,
[x]BATRISYIA - akuh nyer e-mail is bat_friends@hotmail.com :]

Meiyi - Taqq last lonq alright :D
[x]BATRISYIA - Thanks for tagging aites ! Thanks man ! :]

-♥;MAYBELENE :} - Merry belated Christmas! :D
[x]BATRISYIA - Merry belated Christmas to youh too ! :]

Sajidah - hello!tagged!btw,i oh so love ur bloq!lawa!
[x]BATRISYIA - hellos ! thanks ! *wide smile*

Finish .
Anyways bhuybye .

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

heelloos !

Today went out at 3+ ?
Sent my uncle's and aunt go church .
I waited for them at th bus stop
with mom & idiotic younger bro .
After 10min or less ?
Went to Jurong point .
On th way , keep on coughing .
Don't know why .
Then Bby J also go J.P .
Hoping that we'll bump into one another .
But what rotten luck , we didn't .
:[
Then bought th thing that he wanted .
:P
Then bought th jelly bangles .
Whhas ! Thanks mom !

Tomorrow , hoping that i can go out .
But not with mom anymore ,
With someone .
hhas .
:]
Going out with mom is sometymes BORING .
She will ignore youh till youh give her th face .
That was what i did .
I gave her th face then she bought for me stuff .
whhas ! So bad !
:]

Not at home ,
Watching high school musical 2 on disney channel .

Currently father's nagging .
About what ? Don't ask me .
I don't understand what's his saying .
:]] .

Btw , Tagges reply -
FIFI((: - hhahh, SYGGGG! hoho. sory dok i tk blng u ! xD
[x]BATRISYIA - Tak per lah ! Whhas ! :]

♥MAYBELENE :} - Helloos! You're Taqqed! ;DDD Taqq me back yeahs? {:
[x]BATRISYIA - HELLOOS ! Tagged ready aites . :]

Farah - HelloHello! last LongLong with Jasmin tau.... I know if you'll break with him you'll regret cause Jasmin is a nice guy... aha dun be jealous ah i just commenting not falling for him :)
[x]BATRISYIA - helloshellos ! Don't worry we'll last .[ insy-allah ] I know , Loving hym was never a mistake , Nah , won't be jealous aites .

QEE. - buat klakar ahk tu monster hahhaa/
[x]BATRISYIA - hhas ! :]

l.shihui ;DD - RELINK me AND MERRY CHRISTMAS ;DD
[x] BATRISYIA - Relinked ! MERRY CHRISTMAS to youh too ! :]

Sajidah - hello!still remember me?hahax.anw,sorri tk ckp in msn psl bz.anw,merry xmas n happi new year in advance!
[x]BATRISYIA - hellos ! Nina friend kan ? Of course ingat . Tak per . Merry christmas n happy new year to youh too . In advance ! :]

Byebye .

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

HEELLOOS !

Just now went out with mom .
Only mom .
It was th VERY first day during th holidays
That i went out with mom .
Th only tyme youh can see me going out
is when i'm With Bby J .
:]
Went to Boon lay place .
Mom went to do something .
then went to fair price .
Then went to shop .
Mom bought for me Alphabet ear-ing's .
I told mom buy th letter 'J' .
:]
After that mom felt hungry .
So went to eat .
Mom bought mee rebus , i bought 3 epokepok .
Mom asked me to share with her th mee rebus ,
So eat abit . After eating mom went to search
for something , Didn't really know what .
While walking , saw uncle 123 & uncle 456 .
Wired name ? I know .
They used to send me to sch while i was in nursery
n K1 . Uncle 123 said ' Wahh ... Now youh so big ,
Even bigger than your mom arh .. Last tyme youh so fat ,
Look at youh now . ' I didn't say a word . Not even a giggle .
Only Fake smiles were seen . Didn't know why .
But then i'm still fat what .
Look at th fat's here , here , and ... Here !
Whhas !
:]

Went home at 7+
then eat then now blogging .
Just simply waiting to talk on th phone .
With Bby J .
:]
Tag's will be replied tomorrow ,
It's 10.30+ ready .
Later parents scold .

Byebye .

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

HEELLOOOS !

3rd Post ?
Wahhas !

So just now went out .
HAPPYHAPPY :]
At 4.50 + ? nearly 5 larh .
Went to Central first .
My ez-link card got prob .
:[
After central , Went to J.P.
Then walked out of J.P .
Saw Fauzan's mother .
O.o
Then went to swing for a while .
Played for 5 min or less ?
I don't know larh .
But then we were there for about 10 / 15 min ?
I never take count of how much tyme we spent at th swing .
Then Bby J asked me to go home .
Didn't want to go at first ,
Then he said something to make me change my mind .
:[
Nevermind larh .
I was th one who asked hym to do that particular thing .
If noOne do it , later i out of control .

THANKS AITES BBY !

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-23T13:04:00.004+08:00

TAGG REPLIES
qee - ehhy bat, takk bilang URL kau ehh, tau aku dah linkm kau dah lame sak. aahaha.
[x]BATRISYIA - Sorie urh babe ! :]

Farhana - Siak uh,mataer kau burok bodoh! eyerrr,gerlih ah aku! kau pon burok kalau nak tau!
[x]BATRISYIA - Ekh , Jahanam , Dier tak burok okeys . Akuh ingat kauh tu LAWA sangat ker aper ? Kepala nenek akuh larh kauh ni lawa . Kauh ingat Boif kauh HANDSOME sangat aper ? Dalam mimpi akuh larh boif kauh handsome . And Btw , SO WHAT kalau akuh ni burok ? As i said , Kauh ingat kauh tu LAWA ? Kauh Cemburu aper akuh ni burok ?

Farhana - JASMIN siak namer,YASMIN takder ke?!
[x]BATRISYIA - So what kalau namer dier JASMIN ? Dier ni Boif akuh , Bukan Boif kauh . Kauh nak ambil tahu aperhal ?

2008-12-23T12:46:00.003+08:00

HELLOOS !

Yesterday , Went out w/ bby J .
For what ? No need to know aites .
Went home at 6 + then went out again .
To pioneer mall , then came home at 7 +
:]
Yesterday talked on th phone was SUBERB fun !
Convo's ar personal .
:]

Today - supposed to wake up at 7 .
But ended up waking up at 7.35 .
My bro didn't go ngaji at 8 .
He went at 10 .
Today , Hopefully can go out again !

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

HEELLOSS !

Yesterday -
Went swimming .
went with Bby J , Farah & Fendi .
Fun ? VERY !!
Then saw CT !
At 3+ cabut , sunburn ready !
:]
Then went J.P .
Eat , then jalanjalan .
Then went to Central .
On th way , my bicycle th paddle
buat prangai . Then went to th bicycle
shop , they say tomorrow [ which is today ]
Then went to Pioneer mall .
After that farah N fendi went home .
AT 6 + i think ,
went home .

Today , not typing today ,
tomorrow then i post about today ?
Whhahs !

Got to go,
Bhuybye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-19T15:02:00.004+08:00

hheelloos !

Just now went to JWSS ,
for th sec 1 orientation .
I got into kelas 1N1 .
Farah 1N2 . WTH seyy .
When we were at th hall ,
I sat beside farah ,
Ous kelas side by side what .
Then farah keep smiling .
I was lyke WHY ?
Then when we got into th class
i knew why !
FHUCKZAN & SUMARDI same class as me !
:[
Hazirah too .
When first got into class ,
th teacher told us to introduce ourselves ,
Then my name was called first ,
Then i froze w/ my blurblur face
[ stage fright ] .
Then th boys keep laughing .
What an embarrassment !
:[
Then dismissal .
My mom told me she wanted to put me
in express, my eyes started getting water-y
:]
Then after that bought sch books , Uni , & shoes !
While walking home, Bby J's house was open ,
Then my mother & hys parents talktalktalk .
Hopefully later go silat urh ,
My FHUCKING younger brother dont wana go ,
DON'T GO LARH !
YOUH THINK I CARE ISSIT !
...

...

...

Got to go,
Bhuybye

ILOVEYOUH . BBY J

2008-12-18T19:08:00.002+08:00

HEELLLOOOOOS !

I GOT INTO JURONG WEST SEC !!
Anyone also got into JWSS, Tagg me aites !
& Do Tagg me & tell me which sch youh got into !

*sigh* ...
My aunt from Australia called at 12 + ?
Somewhere around there , then asked if
i got N[A] or Express , i told her i got into N [A] .
Then she talked to me then blahblahblah ...
Not that happy w/ what she said larh ,
I don't really wanna go Express .
I'm just not that ready , & i don't mind spending another
extra yr in sch .

Bby J & fendi got into JYSS .
Rashidah also .

Farah got into JWSS . :]

Just now went out .
To look for Ina's present .
Couldn't find what i was looking for ,
Then Bby J gave me an idea ,
Thanks yeah bby !

Just now was UBER fun okeys !
Went J.p to find th present ,
Then don't have, so farah went home,
take basket ball & badminton rackets .
Th shuttle.... keep on getting stuck
at th so called 'SHADE' area, then
keep throwing th basketball until
th basketball also got stuck !
whhas ! :]
After send farah home, lepak near th P.G
Near hys house .
:]

Jap lagik nak kene siap .
Ader silat urh,
Bhybye
I LOVE YOUH . BBY J .

2008-12-15T20:55:00.002+08:00

hheellooss !

Never rained alot today !
WOOTS BBY !
Then today, father went to hospital,
Tomorrow, then he come home !
:[ .
Then before he went out he gave me
$15 to buy food !
Just finish watching ALVIN & TH CHIPMUNKS !
THEADOR [ ? spell ] reminds me of someone !
If only i can pinch that person cheeks ! URH !

Later 10.30 gonna watch 'projeck cerpen' .
Feel lyke watching urh .

Okeys larh,
I got nothing else to say lurh !

I LOVE YOUH BABYBOI !

2008-12-14T19:25:00.003+08:00

hheellooss !

:[
Can't go out, Rained larh seyy !
Tomorrow, need to go religious class,
Hopefully never get scolding,
:[

This is all i got to say.

Bhuybye

I LOVE YOUH BABYBOI !

2008-12-13T19:08:00.003+08:00

hheellooss !

Yesterday went out !
WOOTS !
:]
Today, mom asked me if i wana go sentosa,
I thought she said go tomorrow, then can invite Bby J's family too,
I did'nt go, My leg feel's all wobbly, Cannot walk properly,
then wana go sentosa .
:[
So now at home, W/ my father,
This cannot be any WORST !

after 30 min ...

30 min of scolding is ENOUGH
Wana schold, Don't Call me ' STUPID FOOL ' rite ?
All youh ever do is make my tears roll down my cheeks,
& my eyes puffy & Red !
I'm sick & Tired of it !
So what if youh give me everthing ?!
Youh give me everthing except happiness !
Youh can NEVER make me happy lyke
how HE makes me !

Now..
Starting to feel all giddy,
feel lyke gona be sick !
:[

My uncle is here...
W/ my younger female cousin,
So i have a female cousin,
Just one !

I wana eat,
mom didn't cook,
...

Mom called.
Said she's be back at 11 +
asked her to buy for me food ! :]

Okeys larh.
Byebye.

I LOVE YOUH & I MISS YOUH BADLY BABY !

2008-12-10T17:34:00.003+08:00

hheellooss !

Slept at 11 ++ A.M. !!
Then woke up at 12P.M. !!
Msg hym at 11 + then accidentally slept !
:[
:[
:[

Err . . .
i dont think i got anything else to say,
So BYEBYE

I LOVE YOUH & I MISS YOUH BADLY BABY !

2008-12-09T18:42:00.002+08:00

hheellooss !

Cutting my post short for today,

Fyfy invited me to go to city hall this 28th
I ajak Bby J , Hopefully he can go !

WANA MET HYM BADLY !
BABY, I MISS YOUH !

erm...
nothing else to say,

Byebye

Bbyboi, ILOVEYOUH

2008-12-08T18:04:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji

heellooss !
Today hari raya haji,
Family never go out,
so stuck at home,
Usually during hari raya haji,
as i remember, my family usually go
to my aunt's house at clementi.
A year ago she passed away,
:[
Then we started going to my grandmother's house,
but this year, my grandmother at Australia w/ one
of my aunt, then my aunt at bukit batok & w/ my mother
that tyme during raya fought [ i think ] , still haven't
make it up .

*sigh*

erm...
nothing else to say,
i guess,

Bbyboi, ILOVEYOUH

2008-12-07T16:58:00.006+08:00

heelloos !!

My mother just went out,
Went orchard, My mother ask me
to stay home & look after th house,
i was lyke, anything, then i just remembered
that i had to look for th price of th 'ITOUCH'
not for me lurh, i not so rich lyke someone :DD
Jangan marah syg
i really want th Sony Ericsson W595i ,
hopefully by th new yr can buy ,
That's all i got to say,

TAKECARES :]

Bbyboi, ILOVEYOUH

2008-12-06T15:46:00.005+08:00

heelloss !

Slept at 3 +
Then woke up at 5 +,
donno why ,
then at 5.30 or so ,
receive a msg frm Bby J ,
still haven't sleep ,
At 5.40 my father started
scolding me , he say to my mother
that If i bet her up ,youh don't stop me , she really cannot be taught ,
I was lyke , Cannot be taught what ?

o_O

Heart really painful ,
i still remembered last yr ,
when my father first beat me ,
he beat me up till swollen seyy ,
*sigh*

Then i slept back at 7+ or so ,
then every hour wake up ,
Then at 9 or 10, my mom wake me up ,
ask if i wanna follow her go orchard ,
i was too lazy & my heart was painful at that tyme
so i said no thanks , then finally at 2 ,
then never sleep back ,

:DD

Watch hsm on disney channel for a while ,
then use th comp ,

Promised Bby J that i'll forget
about what happen this morning .

Erm...
HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY !

This love of our's will last till eternity ,
I promise .

NoOne can ever stop our love,

Bbyboi, ILOVEYOUH

2008-12-05T20:12:00.005+08:00

hellos,

I have an ANNOYING ,
BRAT as my younger brother, he's lyke a

MAKCIK KPO Which never stops,
KPO-ing, & never fails to irritate th whole family,

I HATE YOUH- BAZIL !

Yesterday, me & my mother fought,
I never will forget what we fought about,
Btw, YOUH DON'T LOVE ME TOO !

My father,
Hys just plain wired,
one min he's scolding me,
th next, he's so nice,

Okeys,
I feel lyke my family ar FREAKS,
not including my abng angkat,

my Abang angkat - Jasmin .
he's th one that tells me to relax
& he understands me alot,

ILOVEHYM superb !

Yesterday, while i was angry at my mother,
Camwhored in th room, pics above,
th one me in red, was taken just now,
Yesterday also no silat,
Today oso never go silat,
My head is turning,
:[
Feel lyke gona have a fever seyy,
*sigh*
Don't wana get sick,
Scared later he think too much,

Ermm . . .
Got to go,
Byebye,

ILOVEYOUH,BBYJ

2008-12-04T19:53:00.009+08:00

hellos,

Yesterday, Never got caught !
:]

Just now, went w/ farah,
to collect th PSLE cert,
After that, headed to Pioneer mall
to buy my mash potato, :]
Then headed to my house to
Keep th cert, & change clothes,
Then went to th mama shop behind sch,
While walking to th mama shop,
Msg Bby J, Found out today no silat,
:[

Then went to walk around th school,
wanted to pioneer mall, but raining,
Cannot play in th rain, Later sick
:]
Then at 4+ started to walk home,
4.15 reached home :]
Must be home by 4.20 :DD
Then farah followed me home,
then she stayed here until 5+

Eat quite alot today,
My mother cook chicken,
Eat until lyke wana vomit,
Th chicken lyke not cook properly,
Lyke still can taste th blood lyke that,
:S

Edited th photo above just now,
Took th pic before went out,
:]

NO SILAT !
:'[
*sigh*

Tagges reply -

l.shihui :) - Linked ! :]

kaiwei - Thanks for tagging ! :]

SHERVEEEEL - Thanks for linking me up yeah ! :]

Dynaaaa - Thanks For tagging darl ! :]

`[♥MayyMayy] :} - Linked ! :]

qeee. - Thanks Darl !

Ermm . . .
Byebye,

ILOVEYOUH,BBYJ

2008-12-03T19:08:00.006+08:00

hellos, DD:

i think i made hym angry,
*sigh*
DDD:

Hopefully everything will be better by later !

Erm...
this msg is someone in my family,

Balik kerje , belum jejak rumah ,

dah jerit 'shasha' . Siaper larh

tak binget ! Akuh tak cakap engan kauh

kan, siaper suruh kauh masuk campur !

Semua akuh buat , semua salah,

kauh ni tak pernah puas hati

dngn akuh , setiap minit ,

Setiap saat , setaip hari ,

Kauh kene membebel jer aper ?

tak penat ker ? akuh yng dngr

pun penat ...

Akuh terluper kan,

lagik pun, akuh tertdo,

aper hal ? Kauh pun

terluper bende kan ?

bukan semua orng blh ingat

semua bende larh !

DAMN ANGRY W/ THAT PERSON LARH !
Nevermind, i'll try not to talk back,

Got to go,
Byebye,

ILOVEYOUH,BBYJ

2008-12-01T20:50:00.003+08:00

hellos,

LONG DAY...
So cutting a short post,
sit at home, rotting,
noting to do, so edited photo above,
i don't know what else to put,
so put those words,
DD:

Feeling USELESS th past few days,
don't know why, *sigh*

Got to go larh,
Byebye,

ILOVEYOUH,BBYJ

2008-11-30T22:52:00.007+08:00

hellos,

Cannot sleep larh !!
So edited th pic above .
Currently
MISSING MY CUTE GUY !
DD:
He's online !
:DD
Wanna met hym larh !
*sigh*

Tomorrow, Donno if i going larh,
Wanna go, just scared i cannot wake up,
th past few days have been lacking of sleep larh,
yesterday slept at 4am, cause i reached home at 2+ goin to 3,

erm... Got to go,
byebye,
ILOVEYOUH,BBY J

2008-11-30T15:55:00.002+08:00

hellos, Tagged my Cassan to do this quiz !

RULE #1 :
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 :
Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes, of course .

2. Would you fall in love with a girl/guy younger than you?
Nope,

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Depends :DD

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
donate to charity & .... donno larh,

5. Will you fall in love with ur bestfriend?
Nope ! all my bestfriends are girls . :DD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both !

7. Who you cant live without , list 1?
Hym,

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Give up lahs !

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yeah ! :DDD

10. What makes you angry?
i dun remember the unhappy past .

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
working lahs .

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My mum & hym

13. What is the most important thing in life?
Hym & bearbear :DD

14. Single or attached ?
Attached !

15. What is your favourite colour ?
Red Black White Hot Pink Purple

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
Sometymes

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick ?
which one i love the most .

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done ?
Depends on how horrible luhs .

19. What do you want to tell the person you like ?
Missing youh badly,

20. 5 people I have tagged :
Farah !
Nurra !
Ina !
Zafirah !
Maisarah !

2008-11-25T19:53:00.005+08:00

hellos !

MISS HYM UBER !!!

just now, at 4+ went to th cemetery [ ??? ]
visited my uncle, grandfater & great grandmother, [ i think ]

th rest of th days i'll be stuck in th room,
w/ bearbear thinking bout hym or talking to bearbear,
DD:

*sigh*

currently at th cybercafe,
tomorrow parents , cousins , uncles & aunts planning
to go somewhere related to beach, [ i think ],
hopefully tomorrow i'll be going to th cybercafe,
to check mails & offline messages.

bored...
only can use for one hour,
& th com keeps lagging,
*sigh*

Currently i still have 3 more days to suffer,
then , th 4th day, we'll be packing then ...
LEAVING !

YEAH BBY !!
CAN'T WAIT SEYY !

Bby,
setiap malam sementara dik jalan
nak gi cybercafe, dik akan tengok
langit, dik akan kire bintang,
setaip malam, ader lebih dari
20 bintang, & dalam that group,
dik suker yang paling TERANG !
pasal.. bintang tu ingatkan dik
pasal bby...

SETIAP HARI.
SETIAP MINIT.
SETIAP SAAT.
dalam kehidupan dik,
dik terfikirkan pasal bby..

SORIE for th bad malay !

erm...
Got to go,
Byebye,

BBY, I MISS YOUH !
& I LOVE YOUH MORE THAN YOUH THINK !

2008-11-24T18:32:00.003+08:00

hellos, i'm here in kampong ! DD:

I HATE IT !!
Someone help me ? please, i beg youh !
Yesterday, once i landed,
i cried for more than 2h !
i know larh, stupid, but i can't help it !

I MISS HYM SO MUCH !

My eyes ar still kindda swolen,
even through is has still been a day

I hope 5/4 days go fast !

It's DAMN BORED here okeys ?!
All i'll be doing is hugging bearbear [ as usual ]
or playing my younger bro psp, [ he was kind enough ]

Bby,
dik btlbtl rindu bby,
dik btlbtl harap yng dik dapat balik cepat,
dik ddk kat sini pun bosan,
bby jangan buat bende yng tak sepatut di buat tau,
mkn skt pun jadi larh syg,
Please tdo,

DIK BTLBTL RINDU BBY & DIK SAYANG BBY bnykbnyk !

okeys larh, got to go,
limited tyme onli as
i'm in th cyber cafe,

byebye,
ILOVEYOUH.BBY J

2008-11-23T09:08:00.003+08:00

hellos,
using th computer early,
as later going to th airport,
gonna fly off, coming back on th 29,
DD: i wanna go home faster urh,
i don't want to stay there longlong,
i'll try to blog while im there too,
Right now, feel lyke crying,
I dont wanna leave,
& well, I'M REALLY SORIE BBY !
]':
I'm gonna miss youh alot !
]':

Bby.
SORIE semalam my mother ambil duadua phone,
dier nak dik tdo, dik pun rindu bby,
SORIE ]]':

okeys larh, got to go,
later i'll chat w. youh by phone,
i promise,
byebye.

ILOVEYOUH,BBY J

2008-11-20T18:46:00.004+08:00

hellos,

Got th PSLE results today,

this ar th results
Eng - B [ same as prelim's ]
Maths - C [ improved. prelims D :DD ]
Science - C [ drop - prelims B DD: ]
Mother Tongue [ malay ] - A [ same as prelim's ]

Total aggregate - ... DD:

Happy with my Maths cause improved,
But quite disappointed with my science !

Wanted to go Normal Acad,
My mom allow, but then she say,
better no, later, my father upset !
In th end, have to go express !
My father quite happy with my results sey !
Cause they know i didn't quite study,
But if i study, i could have got better results,
But well, THANKS GOD i got ...,
that's what god wana give me, i accept it,
:DD

At 3 had lunch with hym,
GEREK GILER !
So much Fun !
Long tyme never met,
what do youh expect ?
Later i got to go for silat, MORE OF HYM !
:DDD

tomorrow, BBQ with silat peeps + parents !
:DD
this sunday, Going to th Kampong !
29th then balik ! I can't wait for th 29th,
i really dont want to balik kampong !
DD:

*sigh*

GOT TO GO,
get ready for silat !
ILOVEYOUH, BBY J

2008-11-17T19:08:00.002+08:00

Hellos !

He's online !
:DD
But then BORED !
Not because of hym larh !
Nothing to do !
gonna edit photos, tomorrow gona upload okey !

Got to go larh

BYEBYE !

ILOVEYOUH,BBY J

2008-11-16T16:25:00.002+08:00

hellos !

parents planing to go jurong point
to do some shopping,
i wanted to go peninsula to buy Hoodie,
my parents was lyke No !
*sigh*

There was a netball match yesterday.
I woke up late larh !
I was Really really disappointed that i didn't go,
Then peeps say, there's always next tyme.
I don't know when's th next tyme.

okeys larh, got to go,
byebye,

ILOVEYOUH.BBY J

2008-11-08T14:36:00.004+08:00

HELLOS !

Woke up at 10+.
Bby J's temperature was 38.9'C
D:

heard from Kak Nyna that when they
were at labrador park, Bby J & lela[ ? ]
were playing until Akak Was Jealous.
if she's already jealous,
then lyke that i'll be having a heart ache.
*sigh*
Currently chatting with Kak Nyna !
just now chatting with Kak Nyna & Kak Syahidah !
Cute larh both of them, Me & Kak Nyna
asked Kak Syahidah who more prettier !

currently planning to go bugis tomorrow,
with Bby J, Kak Nyna, Kak Syahidah & maybe hilfi.
maybe going at 10, hopefully all can go !

Got to go.
GET WELL SOON ! CAN'T WAIT FOR LATER !
ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

2008-11-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

HELLOS !

yesterday-

went to east coast !
first need to sketch th sea at east coast,
then after finish, Ms Sim told some of us to gather
around th shore to take some pics, after a few pics
i continued with my work, after finish, Ms Sim took a few more..
After photo taking tyme, EAT !
hhas~ after that, Ms Sim dismissed us to do our own stuff !
chatchat, talktalk, :D buy frappe then chatchat, talktalk,
okeys, it boring, i know !

then went home. in th bus, Ms Sim discussed where we wana
go next week, then reached school, go home..
bath.
iron clothes.
change.
go out !

went out with shereen.
she wanted to buy shades.
she told me to buy too,
but then i was short of cash ! D:
shereen help me pay.
i feel so bad leh.

today- went to school quite late.
then mass run start. shereen got sore throat,
after mass run then national anthem then pledge.
after that annoucment then went back to class.
played scrabble for lyke 20min or so then went for M.T
DAMN BORED ! then went back to class, Ms Sim told us
next week not going anywhere, monday snowcity closed.
tuesday- fully booked. wednesday- cannot, must prepare
for th malacca trip on thursday ! then recess ! after
recess went to hall, for th farewell concert !
I'll miss youh guys !
then sent falysha home, then go home for a while,
then met Bby J. He was having a fever ! D:

& BY TH WAY
PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED SOON !

okeys larh, got to go.
byebye,

Bby, GET WELL SOON !
& CAN'T WAIT TO TALK TO YOUH ON TH PHONE !

ILOVEYOUH.BBY J

2008-11-05T19:08:00.004+08:00

hellos !

Sher & Fal ar lyke i can't wait to go malacca !
I'm lyke I can't wait to go back frm malacca !

I just don't know why !

Erm ...
WTF ?!!

Bby J hand accidentally hit th blade.
he wanted to cut th cardboard for th wall-e animation
then accidentally slit th bottom of hys index finger
at th veins there ! got lots of blood come out,
wipe then still alot come out !!!
but then now, he puts a plaster [:

URH !!
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN !
HOW COME AT TH VEINS !

FHUCK !
GET WELL SOON BABY !

tomorrrow, some of th Jwps [ juronw west primary school ]
ar going to east cost !
WOOTS !!

then th jyps [ juying primary school ] malay students
ar going to labrador park !

they going there cause going for th 'pantun' competition,
i don't know how to explain pantun in english, Sorie urh !

okeys larh,
got to go,
byebye,

can't wait to talk to youh on th phone Bby !
ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

2008-11-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

hellos..

currently BORED !
Bby J is sleeping, i think,
i don't know who he did for hys basketball tournamet,
hopefully Well !

To all p6 juying gurls-

GOOD LUCK FOR TH BASKETBALL TOURNAMENT TOMORROW !
ESPECIALLY - KAK DIAN !
- KAK SYAHIDAH !
- KAK NYNA !
& - KAK DYNA !

today after school,
wanted to sleep, Sleepy lurh !
but then got religious class !

tomorrow, feel lyke skipping,
cause i got netball ! :DDD

Kak Dian not online ]':
Kak Syahidah online, but then, never chat much ! ]:
Donno what to talk about !
Nurra online !

I can't believe that nurra's a big gurl ready !
BIGBIG GURL READY !

chat alot with nurra !
then suddenly STOPED !
]: BORED LARH SIAK !

tomorrow before netball,
wanna go p.m or j.p or even swing ?
gonna ask sher if she wana follow,
wanna invite nurra also, MISS HER UBER !

okeys larh, got to go,
byebye,

can't wait till we talk on th phne Bby !
ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

2008-11-03T19:10:00.004+08:00

BOO!!!

Yesterday-

Woke up at 8 ++ going to 9.
Bby J msg me at 11 + i think.
not sure, deleted th messages yesterday.
have to larh, everyday...
Wanted to use com at 1 ++,
then my idiotic younger brother go off.
I was DAMN PISSED OFF WITH HYM SEYY....
then at my nokia phne i go & type something...
forgot larh sey !
at 2 + went to peninsula, sorie for th wrong spelling,
went there bought my white skinnies
& a pair of sleese shoes. wanted to buy th all star,
but thn too expensive,
th all star & th shoe that i bought same design somemore,
wanted to extend my hair with color again,
scared Bby J wouldn't let, so didn't do,
Don't wanna make hym angry & us fight
:DD
after that went to clementi avenue 3, if im not wrong,
had dinner there, then BLAHBLAHBLAH... then went home,
Chat on th phne with Bby J until 11.
Parents give tyme-ing larh,

Fhuck sey !

PLANNING TO SPEND ALL MY WEEKENDS WITH BBY J !

Today-
woke up at 6.20, i was lyke NOO !!
then begged my mom for a prepaid card,
then went to school... reached school at 705 or so...
then at 0745 got th secondary school talk, stay there until 10.
BUTT HUTS !
after recess, went to hall again. for one last school,
hua yi. then went back to class then BLAHBLAHBLAH !
DAMN FHUCKING BORED IN CLASS !
after school, went to pioneer mall, 7-eleven to buy my mashed potato,
:DDD
then sent falysha home, after that went home...
HAPPY LARH SEY ! when i reached Bby J block, saw bby J.
salam & eveything. then i walked away then hys father was lyke,
Why are youh in a hurry ?
then i turned behind & answered saying that i have religious classes to attend.
then before i turned back to walked back home, i saw Bby J smiling,
i message hym, why was he smiling in such a way.
He say that hys brother wana salam, i never hear...

-.-'''

then went to religious class until 4.30pm then fal followed me home,
then sent her home, reached home at 5+
then BLAHBLAHBLAH !

Can't wait to talk to youh later Bby !

ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

2008-11-01T17:30:00.003+08:00

hellos,

Thursday- had silat, traning was kindda tough.
Friday- Netball, traning was okeys. + silat, silat training was th same as Thursday.

Thursday + Friday = A PAINFUL PAIR OF LEGS

]':

today, nothing special, just that cannot sleep soundly,
everytyme wana turn, wake up... my leh was too painful,
i cannot walk properly. erm... Currently pp8 finishing,
so if youh message me, i never reply, SO SORIE...

hope can top-up soon.

got to go,
byebye

ILOVEYOUH, BBY J

2008-10-30T18:13:00.002+08:00

hellos,

went to school as usual...
supposed to meet Mdm Lim at 0830,
but then got th clay donno what going on...
then after recess met Mdm Lim.
then we skipped Social Studies, Maths & Some of art.
then fal had to go home, then me & sher talktalk.
After school, message Bby J ask if can go swing,
went to pioneer mall then to th swing...
met two p4 guys ? i think they were p4. they said so marh..
then playplay th swing.. then at 3 or 3 + went to jurong piont,
buy water.. then blahblahblah then went home,

BYEBYE
mother damn irritating...

ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

2008-10-29T13:26:00.002+08:00

hellos,

Today, no school, due to SA2 marking day...
Wanna go out, But... BBY J won't let me

]:

erm...
nothing to blog about today,

BYEBYE

ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

2008-10-28T18:43:00.002+08:00

hellos, yesterday...

Woke up at 4.35 then sleep back then woke up
at 6+. then watch my t.v :}

went to watch hsm3. okeys, quite sweet.
then after th movie, went to pioneer mall.
then at 5.45 or so, went to effendi's house,
nothing much happened there.but tried
pinching Bby J's checks. CANNOT get,
he got me 6 tymes if im not wrong, i only got 4. ]:
nvm, next tyme met hym, MUST PINCH
then set sail at 6.35 or so, then walkwalk near blocks at
th silat place, then went home use com... FORGOT TO POST

o_O'''

then at 8++ he message, then at 9.35 or so,
talked on th phone with hym for 45min.
i sleep at 11++too tired ready.

today, went to school, as usual, helped mdm lim
come up with ideas for th p2 dance, still got
3 more classes i think, i lyke no mood arh to do,
just now, then went for ms sim lesson, thn RECESS !!!
then went to com lab, then at 11+, went back to class,
talked & talked. Laughed & Laughed lyke what only.

sent fal home then watied for her to send her bro to sch,
after that went to pm for a while, then at 2+ reached home.
used com from 3 until now, getting kinnda bored, i took some / alot
of pics with bearbear. about 11 or so, but then posted 1 on friendster.

hhas~ got to go,
before my mom comes home.

ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

2008-10-26T15:47:00.004+08:00

hellos, currently at th swimming complex.
no mood to swim, yesterday... nothing much to say but....
me & Bby J fought. i really didn't mean to make hym mad
or anything....

BBY.... I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOUH
ANGRY OR ANYTHING.... I DIDN'T WANT ANY OF THIS TO HAPPEN...
I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT SINCE WE FOUGHT... I CAN'T EVEN EAT RIGHT....
I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY... HOPE YOUH FORGIVE ME...

]':

eaten a bit be'cause he asked me too....
but then, still don't know if he forgives me...

hope-ing that he'll forgive me...

nothing much to say...

byebye.

ILOVEYOUH, BBY J

2008-10-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

hellos

it's lyke 10.45, i still using com, okeys. i can't really sleep, Bby J isn't home yet, i think, Yesterday celebrated my birhday with bby J , mirul & nyna met up with Bby J first, then met up with mirul & nyna at pioneer mall, after pioneer mall, went to central, then G.P i dont know how to spell, so i put in short :DDD. At 4 nyna went home, mirul, Bby J & me, went to central again then mirul went off, then Bby J & me went to pioneer mall then th shop behind th school, then we walk home, thenn at 6+ we went home, then, once i went homee, nned to go jurong point to buy cake, after buy cake, went home then go silat, blahblahblah, after silat, went home, then bath, & talked on th phone,

Today. 2410,

celebrated farah's birthday, went to libary, use laptop, then went to G.P meet up with Bby J. then went home, then blahblahblah, until 10.45, still using com, feeling kinnda sleepy, but then, wanna wait till he comes home, not knowing that he's home yet. cannot sleep, hhas~

okeys larh, got to off th laptop,
ILOVEYOUH. Bby J

2008-10-22T20:23:00.002+08:00

hellos,

erm... yesterday th night, CANNOT sleep seyy.
but then, today nothing special, went to school as usual, then went for music, Mdm Lim ask fal to help out for th donno what thing, then must help th p2's to dance, then fal drag me in, i wanna drag sher in, sher face was lyke gonna eat sher up, that was what sher said, hhas [: then after that, went to class for a while, was Ms Monique lesson, than lyke somewhere around 15min or so, went to th art room to do th ceramics thing-thing, then went for recess, after recess, went for th captain ball, i keeper larh seyy, [: then went for mother tongue, it was in PRISON damn bored seyy in class, there were lyke only 5 students, 4 of them were talking to th teacher, then i was lyke standing & sitting, i was throwing rubbish [: then went for science, Mr Yeh wasn't there be'cause he went to east cost today, then went for assembly, me & fal was lyke laughing lyke we inhaled laughing gas. We talked about CRAP, lots of crap, hhas~ then sent her home, then went to mac, had lunch with 4 of them. Nyna, Kak Syahidah & 2 of them,i really wanted Bby J to come seyy... I was DAMN quiet, th person that was in th school hall & th person at mac, was 2 different person. Erm... tommorow, th rest of th p6's ar going to east-cost, i think, then must pick up litter larh, then can do our own stuff, Sher, Fal, & me were planning to do a picnic, erm... i was lyke okeys, then after going to east-cost, going out with Bby J, if hys hand & legs not pain larh, got a present from my family today, got one dairy chocolate, hhas~

erm... oekys larh, got to go.

ILOVEYOUH. Bby J

2008-10-21T20:47:00.004+08:00

hellos.

woots!!! he online seyy !!!
DAMN HAPPY LURH !!!

only chat for a while,
th funny thing is when i'm using ebuddy, he online, when i'm using th msn messenger
he not online,

RMFC7- Bby J
[x]BATRISYIA-me

here's our conversation

[x]BATRISYIA- hellos, online tak bilang seyy

[x]BATRISYIA- baru ker per ? sorir

[x]BATRISYIA- *sorie

RMFC7- sori lah.bru

[x]BATRISYIA- ouhs, okey

[x]BATRISYIA- sayang boleh kai sampai ?

RMFC7-smpai jap lagi

[x]BATRISYIA-kul ?

RMFC7- oh,kt blog panggil diri sendiri bitch eh?

[x]BATRISYIA- sorie

RMFC7- tah

[x]BATRISYIA- SORIE bby

[x]BATRISYIA- marah ?

RMFC7-TAK PER

[x]BATRISYIA-erm... reading my blog again ?

[x]BATRISYIA-bby engah baca blog adik ekh ?

RMFC7-tadi

[x]BATRISYIA-ouhs, engah uat aper ?

[x]BATRISYIA-erm.... baby, agakagak bby, esk bby blh join ct, nyna, & maybe dan n nynanyer kwn & dik makan lunch kat mac ?

RMFC7-msk kn gmbr dri phne msk com n chatin ngan bby cute bng,bi?

RMFC7-blh

[x]BATRISYIA-baca blog & chatting engan bby kesayangan dik, gambar siaper bby ? ouhs. okey

RMFC7-adre lah

[x]BATRISYIA-perempuan maner bby ? & kalau bukan perempuan, siaper ?

RMFC7-ader lah

[x]BATRISYIA-bby, bilang arg

[x]BATRISYIA-*arh

[x]BATRISYIA-bby D:

RMFC7-sbr.unggu jap

[x]BATRISYIA-oekys

[x]BATRISYIA*okeys

RMFC7-dh

[x]BATRISYIA-uat aper ?

RMFC7-uat bdh

[x]BATRISYIA-erm.. upload gambar perempuan maner ?

RMFC7-mksud?

[x]BATRISYIA-tadi upload gambar siaper ?

RMFC7- gmbr ni

[x]BATRISYIA-huh ?

RMFC7- gmbr yg bng kai untk msn ni lah

[x]BATRISYIA-ouhs, upload dari com to hp ?

RMFC7- teralik kn

[x]BATRISYIA- ouhs, okey

[x]BATRISYIA-syg kene ofline till ?

[x]BATRISYIA-maksud dik syng online smpi ?

RMFC7- nk kene offline skrang

[x]BATRISYIA-erm... okeys,

[x]BATRISYIA- byebye, love youh, bby nanti start dulu kayes ?

RMFC7- so,nk chat by?dik plh,dn't deny

[x}BATRISYIA-phone, boleh ?

RMFC7-blh,kul?dik plh.d'nt deny

[x]BATRISYIAerm... 9+ [;

RMFC7-k bby

[x]BATRISYIA- erm.. bby bilang dik biler nak col okeys ?

RMFC7- k syg

RMFC7- k dh.bng nk offline.byebye,loveyouhtoo.chat nnt

cant wait till i talk to hym seyy !!!
okeys larh, got to go,

byebye,
ILOVEYOUH, BBY J !!!

2008-10-20T15:29:00.002+08:00

hellos,

Supposed to go out with Bby J, hilfi & th students frm Juying,
DAMN LARH SHE !!!
think what, i animal, can kick me ?
Eh, i'm a human being, Wanna regret giving birth to me ?
REGRET LARH, REGRET FOR ALL I CARE.

If onli i can shout in th house,
" FROM THIS DAY ONWARDS,I DON'T HAVE A MOTHER, & NO ONE EXCEPT BBY J CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO, I HAVE NO MOTHER !!!

but WTH, i held back, i dont wan her to pull my hair too hard
till that whole bunch come off & i have one spot on my head bold,
i dont wan her to kick me harder be'cause, i have not eaten,
& im not gonna eat till my father gets home, IM SORIE BBY,
:'[

Hey Bby, I REALLY MISS YOUH, it's gona b a week soon,
& i have not see youh, bby, I REALLY REALLY MISS YOUH,
& BBY, ON MY BIRTHDAY, I WANA GO HOME LATE.

got to go,
type next tyme,

p.s. I WANT BACK MY HANDPHONE

ILOVEYOUH,BBY J