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heyd .

[♥] -
i didn't know what love is till i met youh .
i didn't know what love meant till youh explained it to me .
i didn't know how to lovetill youh thought me how too .

and because of youh baby , i know what is love . what love means . and how to love .

THANK YOUH .

THANK YOUH for
-showing me what's love .
-explaining to me what love means .
- teaching me how to love .

& well . most importantly .
THANK YOUH for being there for me through thick and thin .
THANK YOUH for loving me .

Baby , i know i've made ALOT of mistakes .
& i mean , ALOT . and i'm SORRY .
i really am .

& i'm willing to do anything . just anything
just to get us like how we used to .

i'm SORRY . i really am .
I'd do anything just be get us to be like how we used too .

okeyy .

baby , here's th thing .
where youh thought that i slept at 4 am .
is so NOT TRUE .
what would i be doing till 4 in th morning sayang ?

dik tdo kul 10+ . dik tdo bangun , tdo bangun .

dik tdo kul 10 . bangun kul 12 .
tdo balik kul 3 , bangun kul 4 .
tdo balik kul 5+ dkt nak kul 6 . bangun kul 8 .

and baby ingatkan dik nak tipukann baby ?
baby , dik tak pernah dan tak akan tipu atau bohong kepada baby .

percaye larh katakata kuh ini .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's fvcking true .



i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

i love youh . i love youh . i love youh . i love youh . i love youh .
sumpahh , i really doo .


at 4 / 5 ? mom woke me up to get me on th bed
cause i was on th floor . hhas .

today woke up and found my body aching and having M .
because of M , i'm having cramps . fcuk betul .

and late[ly] not been eating much .
no appetite i must say .

well , bhubye for noww.


I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's fvcking true .



i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

senyum[an] CLOWN ! as Babyboi use[d] to call it .
:D [ :'( ]

heyd .

my world is falling apart . how i wish i could just keep it strong .
i break down every night just thinking of youh . i break down every night
cause of out memories . to tell youh the truth , i 'm crying right now just typing
all this . baby , i know i've done wrong . all i'll do anything just to be forgiven .
how i wish i could just turn back time just to re-do everything .

BABYBOI ; i'm SORRY .

how i wish i could just be strong .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's fvcking true .



i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

heyd .

to babylove ; [♥] -
i'd never lie to you . i never had and i never will . i promise baby .
what is the use of lie[ing] to youh . lie[ing] to youh will only make
youh lose your trust towards me and bring down the whole relationship .
and i never want that to happen . i know youh don't like me to swear .
but that was the only way you'd believe me . when i mxg youh that i want
to sleep , i really sleep . but than i akan tersadar cause i have nightmares
or when it's just simply too cold . Baby , percayekan larh katakata kuhh ini .
i tak pernah dah tak akan bohong kepada baby .

baby , i'm SORRY .

ouhh . before i forget .
TAGG replies .
haeeza .: bat, i love you. lol.
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; love youh too darl . hhas .

Watiii !: hey bat! miss you luh sey.link and tag me,okay!
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; missh youhh too love . link[ed] !

HANAH: BATRISYA!!! Haha. IMY!! : D [x] J ! batrisyiaa ; missh youh too hanah !

Sabrina: BABATBOMB! haha, babat's always the bomb! LIKE ALWAYS. like minah ah you ahah. xc
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; EINABOMB ! hhas . maner ader minahh ?
FARAH: BAT!!!!!!!!!!!! tlg aku uhh tagger babi tuhh maseh tengah spam blog aku... bdhnyer puki datang blog aku cari pasal ..
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; batrisyiaa to th rescuee . macam fahamm .

maisarah!: sygzz ku! do d quiz in my blog:D. ty. love ya!
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; donee th quiz lovee .

fiona :]: you are link-ed :3

tagged

[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; youh link[ed] too ! :DDD

Finaa: I miss you too lovely. btw,this quiz mai also tag me to do,but i lazy.since 2 person tag me,im gonna do it. HAHA. ily.stay pretty bby.
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; missh youhh too . hhas . thanks aites babe .
AQILAH !: I'm missing you siols !!!!! aahaha, loves loves
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; missh youh too . amcm sports sch ? i'll link youh soon aites .

herman: Link me upzzz
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; okeyy :D
maisarah!: miss kau makcik! heheh. love yea. tc tau.
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; belum tuaa tau . i tetap younger than youh . :P love youh too . TAKECARE TOO !
haeeeza.: imy, babatbomb. gigelo. ;DDD
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; haizaBOMB ! mishh youh too ! i girl not boii . :P hhhas ,

seri w.: hellyo!eh,don get too stressed up n get enough sleep kkkk?take care!
[x] J ! batrisyiaa ; heyd . okyy . takecaree too .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's fvcking true .



i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

heyd .

not been touching blog lately .
been 100% LAZYY !
currently i'm feeling fvck up .

things ar just being super fvck[ish]
is that even a wordd ?

what i'm trying to say is things have been BAD
seriously BADD .

i'm really fed-up with ______ . he's been mxging me .
and i don't even reply he's mxges . can't he see that i don't wann
to mxg u .

talking about mxg-ing .
i've not been touching my phone alot .
as in not active . if youh mxg me , and i don't reply .
SORRY . if important than i reply . if not , see my mood first okee ?

only reply[ing] BABYBOI's . nabilah's . kak diyana's

hope[ing] jer BABYBOI gonna mxg me .
*water[y] eyes

*sighh

that's all i got to say .
bhhbye .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !
and youh know that i know that it's fvcking true .



i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

heyd .

seriously my eye bags are getting worst .
last night slept late . then woke up at 8 .
3-4h of sleep only .

woke up early cause had ngaji .
after ngaji , naresh called me , invite me out .
told hym i can't .
thenn . . . he asked me out next friday ?

like lazy to go out during th school holidays .
*sighh

dah later must iron NPCC uni .
tmrw got NPCC !

dahh .
bhubyee .

I ♥ MUHAMMAD JASMIN BIN JAMALUDIN !



i LOVE [ ♥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

heyd .

tag[ed] my maisarah love .
to do this quiz .

A : Aqilah

B : Bazli

C : Cassandra

D : Dian

E : Eina

F : Fauzan

G : ??

H : Hazirah

I : Iszwan

J : JASMIN

K : Kai wei

L : Lee Shi Hui

M : Masjati

N : Nurul[afiqah]

O : Ong yong liang

P : Pearlyn

Q : Qian[2]

R : Rahaiza

S : Sumardi

T : tasha[natasha / blss ]

U : ??

V : ??

W : Wati

X : Xing yu .

Y : youyang .

Z : Zafira

1. Can A & D be together in BGR ? (Aqilah & dian)- No.

2. How is L related to you ? (LeeShiHui)- Best frens + NB v.captain , last yr !

3. Does Y knows Z ? (Youyang & Zafira)- Nope.

4. If C betrays you will you kill her ? (Cassranda)- No .

5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do ? (Kaiwei)- do they even know each other ?

6. If B tells you that he has a crush on you, what will you do ? (Bazli)- o.O''' /

7. Will/Did you and M get into a fight ? (Masjati)- nopee .

8. Who does K have a crush on ? (Kaiwei)- think we lesboo ?

9. If L calls you a bitch, what will you do ? (Lee ShiHui)- She's a nice girl. she wont.

10. What's the relationship between you and E ? (Eina)- MY fwenn since p1 + p4-p6 NB matee .

11. Who does Z likes ? (Zafira)- Iszwan .

12. Who is I's bestfriend ?(Iszwan)- he has quite a number .

13. What colour does Y likes ? (Youyang)- nt sure

14. Where does F live ? (Fauzan)- Singapore .

15. Did you and C have a fight before ? (Cassandra)- uhh, nope .

16. Who is H's bestfriend ? (Hazirah)- Hadirah .

17. What can you say about T ? (Tasha)- sweet, pwetty , funny .

18. If J tells you he have a crush on you ? (Jasmin)- tell hym , ILOVEHYM , i swear .

19. Tag 5 people to do this quiz :
- RASHIQAH
- FARAH
- WATI DARL .
- FEEfee lovee .
- Fina .

okeyy , th quiz is donne .
names not all ar filled in .

hhas .

late[ly] been sleeping late .
i simply missh BABYBOI .
not missh as in long tyme never met ,
i missh hym in another way .

FAHAMM ?
tak faham , faham[kan] jer larh .

eyes are feeling heavy .
and it's only 9.25 .
and i woke up at 1 .

*sighh .

andd eye bags is getting worstt .

dah larh , got to go .
byebye .



I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .



i LOVE [ ❥ ] youhh so damn freaking much .

heyd .

just now was woken up by hazirah's mxg .
told me that ma'am asked for th total defence day [ bronze ] project thing[y] .
which was supposed to be hand[ed] in a LOOOOONNNNG tyme ago .

hhas .

just now farah came .
they played soccer .
i watched .

while watching BABYBOI ,
i cried .

shhh . don't tell .


I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

heyd .

woke up at 2[pm] cool huh ?

yesterday ?
don't wann elaboratee .

mom wanted to bring me go IT road show at suntect .
but i was to lazy /
she said how bout tomorrow .
i don't feel lyke going tomorrow .
hhas .

______ wanted to met up .
LAZYY ! [ as usual ]

now ______ mxging me .
hhas .
hey . let's try not mxging for 1 week .
*kening naiknaik*

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

heyd .

this morning was woken up by LOUD voices .
and i mean LOUDD voices .

when i just woke up .
mom on th air-conditioner .
then me and mom talked and she asked me stuff .

lyke -

- WOULD YOUH CHOOSE TH ONE YOUH LOVE OR TH ONE WHO LOVES YOUH . WHY ?
- IF TH ONE YOUH LOVE , LOVED SOMEONE ELSE WHAT WOULD YOUH DO . WHY ?

and here are my answers .

Q - WOULD YOUH CHOOSE TH ONE YOUH LOVE OR TH ONE WHO LOVES YOUH .
A - th one i love . i mean lyke what's th use of choosing th one who loves me and i never feel th same way ?

Q - IF TH ONE YOUH LOVE , LOVED SOMEONE ELSE WHAT WOULD YOUH DO . WHY ?
A - do nothing . if he's happy with th other person . then i'll be okey .

it's truee .
as long as your happy . i'll be finee .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Heyd .

these past few nights .
_______ has been calling me if _______ is bored .
BOSAN BETUL BUDAKK NY !
hhas . tapy is okey to have company .
since it's been months not talking to BABYBOI on th phone for hours .
i miss BABYBOI's voice .
i swear .

talking to ________ is way different then talking to BABYBOI .
taking to BABYBOI is MORE fun .
but talking to ________ is just for a few min .
then after a while he'll call me back .

it's not lyke talking to BABYBOI .
4h also cann .

i remember one convo from last yr .
he got angry about me on th' phone .

we keep quite for 30min or so .
then he said , if we're gonna keep quite on th phone .
might as well don't talk on th' phone rite .
waste of money only .

hhas .
that was weird that i remember th' convo .

now . alot of convo's is running through my head .
and th phrases that i used to say .
DON'T DENY . PLEASH . I BEG YOUH .
hhas .

and if we can't decide on something .
i will ask hym to ask maman or nini to say yesh or no .
hhas .

fuck

eyes ar starting to get water[y] .

got to go .
byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

Heyd .

it already , 1.35+ a.m .
and i know i'm supposed to be sleeping BABYBOI .
but i'm SORRY .

i've been having difficulties breathing and eating .
Eventhrough we've been not getting along well for months ,
youh still care . and well , THANK YOUH BABYBOI !

i reached home at 1 .
showered then use th comp .
hhas .

just noww had inter-grasio .
Farah tagged along . if youh find it BORING , why did youh come ?

THANK YOUH BABYBOI ! for caring and looking after mee .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

heyd .

i've been having high fever since yesterday .
around 4+p.m ?
suddenly have fever . fuck

yesterday , th whole day ate only mashed potato .
but i never finished th whole thing . only 1/4 .

Today having comp .
currently waiting for mom and bro to get ready .

to FARAH - thanks for th wish . youh wann me to say that to Jas ,
so that i will talk to hym kann ? anyways . i'll try .
Thankss darl !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABYBOI !


THANK YOU for loving me . THANK YOU for letting me love youh .
THANK YOU for being there for me . THANK YOU for EVERYTHING baby .

this one whole year was fast .
u still remember tak , at th study corner on one particular day ,
Effendi , U and Me . effendi brought alot of paper . and youh know
when i get bored , i tend to scribble on paper , so i asked effendi for one .
then u guys tried to take it back cause you said it[s] not good for th enviroment . youh told fendi to hold me , while youh tickle me till i gave youh back th paper .

and somehow i got upset , then u tore part of it , just so i can scribble on it ?

i still have the paper .
i still keep it tau .

U still remember . that tyme when i cried lyke one fuck
then i called youh , to tell youh that my handphone was confiscated , and what happen . youh told me to stop crying first , cause youh can't her me . after a while , i started laughing . and we talked on th phone for hours . and well , THANK YOU BABY !

That tyme when we went out with falysha and amirul . remember ?
after we sent them to th party , we headed to th playground .
i help youh did your homework , then u stared climbing lyke one
CUTE LITTLE BOY ! then we got bored and threw th bottle of coke-zero
up and down th slide . u were at th top , i was at th bottom .
then suddenly i started to make one noise , youh told me to stop ,
or else youh will put th bottle in my mouth . then i open[ed] my mouth BIGBIG .
youh came down , and tried to put th bottle in my mouth .
and we started laughing .


there were alot of GREAT memories we had .
and some bad memories too . obviously .

Here's one .
it's been going on since APRIL 18 . [ tak salah ]
your angry at me cause i easily get jealous ,
as what i heard from nabilah .

baby , i just wanna let youh know that i'm SORRY .
i really AM . i was hoping to spend th day with youh .
but , not all i'm hoping for will come true . rite ?




yesterday had silat .
first had dropping technics .
then sparing , REALLY SORRY kak .
i didn't mean to make your kaki blueblack .

Baby , hope you get better .
don't injure yourslef anymore .

i shouldn't have gone with th outing .
i should have gone out with mom .
mom's going swimming .
BABY will be there .

_________ has gone to malaysia .
so my phone won't be ringing often .

he wanted to meet me tomorrow ,
to give me something ?
but tomorrow i can't .
so he said on my birthday jer larh .

okey larh .
wann go siapsiap .
byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .

heyd .



i adore Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin
i Admire Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin
i Cherish Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin
i LOVE Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin

I SWEAR . this is all true okey .
and youh know , that i know it's truee .

right right right ?

Today quite a number of people is sick .
- BABYBOI - kuhh
- nabilah
- mee !

BABYBOI - kuhh is sick due to i don't know whyy . so does hee . [ ? ]
i'm gonna find out / by tomorrow MUST knoww
nabilah is sick due to under preasure which makes her have fever .

ME ?? , i'm having slight HEADACHE due to lack of sleep cause ________ keeps mxg-ing mee . and GILER-NESS due to FARAHH ! .
she keeps tickling mee . and pinching me .


Now me and farah knows what my BABYBOI-kuh nyer msn nyer name , RMFC7 stands for .

it means .
real Madrid football club .
and th 7 ? stands for hys FAVORITE player .


dah larh .
byebye .

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .



Baby . u really love mee kann ?

i'm in love pucca .



PUCCA ! is superb adorable .
she's just protective over garuu . sweeet kann ?
*sighh .

oouhh-kayy . dahh naikk gilerr .

to farah
nakk suruh col Baby-kuhh pun susah .
kauh dah tahu , kalau akuh col , dier tak angkat kann .
and evertyme Baby-kuhh tak angkat . . . sakit haty !
pleashh faham kann my dear .

Sorry aites .

TAGGES replys -
aqilah - batrisyiaa ! link me ayee ?
Link[ed] my dear .

Pearlyn - BAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS euu!!!~ Taggy
i missh youhh too darl /

dyn - love , whr u by elmo shirt ?
my mom bought for me last yr . not sure . sorry dear .

zafira - bat link me kayss . love eu sis !
link[ed] my dear sister .

byebye .

SORRY BABY !

I L O V E Y O U H and noOne else till i die .



Baby . u really love mee kann ?