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hellos,

went to school as usual...
supposed to meet Mdm Lim at 0830,
but then got th clay donno what going on...
then after recess met Mdm Lim.
then we skipped Social Studies, Maths & Some of art.
then fal had to go home, then me & sher talktalk.
After school, message Bby J ask if can go swing,
went to pioneer mall then to th swing...
met two p4 guys ? i think they were p4. they said so marh..
then playplay th swing.. then at 3 or 3 + went to jurong piont,
buy water.. then blahblahblah then went home,

BYEBYE
mother damn irritating...

ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

hellos,

Today, no school, due to SA2 marking day...
Wanna go out, But... BBY J won't let me

]:

erm...
nothing to blog about today,


BYEBYE

ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

hellos, yesterday...

Woke up at 4.35 then sleep back then woke up
at 6+. then watch my t.v :}

went to watch hsm3. okeys, quite sweet.
then after th movie, went to pioneer mall.
then at 5.45 or so, went to effendi's house,
nothing much happened there.but tried
pinching Bby J's checks. CANNOT get,
he got me 6 tymes if im not wrong, i only got 4. ]:
nvm, next tyme met hym, MUST PINCH
then set sail at 6.35 or so, then walkwalk near blocks at
th silat place, then went home use com... FORGOT TO POST

o_O'''

then at 8++ he message, then at 9.35 or so,
talked on th phone with hym for 45min.
i sleep at 11++too tired ready.

today, went to school, as usual, helped mdm lim
come up with ideas for th p2 dance, still got
3 more classes i think, i lyke no mood arh to do,
just now, then went for ms sim lesson, thn RECESS !!!
then went to com lab, then at 11+, went back to class,
talked & talked. Laughed & Laughed lyke what only.

sent fal home then watied for her to send her bro to sch,
after that went to pm for a while, then at 2+ reached home.
used com from 3 until now, getting kinnda bored, i took some / alot
of pics with bearbear. about 11 or so, but then posted 1 on friendster.

hhas~ got to go,
before my mom comes home.

ILOVEYOUH. BBY J

hellos, currently at th swimming complex.
no mood to swim, yesterday... nothing much to say but....
me & Bby J fought. i really didn't mean to make hym mad
or anything....


BBY.... I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOUH
ANGRY OR ANYTHING.... I DIDN'T WANT ANY OF THIS TO HAPPEN...
I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT SINCE WE FOUGHT... I CAN'T EVEN EAT RIGHT....
I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY... HOPE YOUH FORGIVE ME...

]':


eaten a bit be'cause he asked me too....
but then, still don't know if he forgives me...

hope-ing that he'll forgive me...

nothing much to say...

byebye.

ILOVEYOUH, BBY J

hellos

it's lyke 10.45, i still using com, okeys. i can't really sleep, Bby J isn't home yet, i think, Yesterday celebrated my birhday with bby J , mirul & nyna met up with Bby J first, then met up with mirul & nyna at pioneer mall, after pioneer mall, went to central, then G.P i dont know how to spell, so i put in short :DDD. At 4 nyna went home, mirul, Bby J & me, went to central again then mirul went off, then Bby J & me went to pioneer mall then th shop behind th school, then we walk home, thenn at 6+ we went home, then, once i went homee, nned to go jurong point to buy cake, after buy cake, went home then go silat, blahblahblah, after silat, went home, then bath, & talked on th phone,


Today. 2410,

celebrated farah's birthday, went to libary, use laptop, then went to G.P meet up with Bby J. then went home, then blahblahblah, until 10.45, still using com, feeling kinnda sleepy, but then, wanna wait till he comes home, not knowing that he's home yet. cannot sleep, hhas~

okeys larh, got to off th laptop,
ILOVEYOUH. Bby J

hellos,

erm... yesterday th night, CANNOT sleep seyy.
but then, today nothing special, went to school as usual, then went for music, Mdm Lim ask fal to help out for th donno what thing, then must help th p2's to dance, then fal drag me in, i wanna drag sher in, sher face was lyke gonna eat sher up, that was what sher said, hhas [: then after that, went to class for a while, was Ms Monique lesson, than lyke somewhere around 15min or so, went to th art room to do th ceramics thing-thing, then went for recess, after recess, went for th captain ball, i keeper larh seyy, [: then went for mother tongue, it was in PRISON damn bored seyy in class, there were lyke only 5 students, 4 of them were talking to th teacher, then i was lyke standing & sitting, i was throwing rubbish [: then went for science, Mr Yeh wasn't there be'cause he went to east cost today, then went for assembly, me & fal was lyke laughing lyke we inhaled laughing gas. We talked about CRAP, lots of crap, hhas~ then sent her home, then went to mac, had lunch with 4 of them. Nyna, Kak Syahidah & 2 of them,i really wanted Bby J to come seyy... I was DAMN quiet, th person that was in th school hall & th person at mac, was 2 different person. Erm... tommorow, th rest of th p6's ar going to east-cost, i think, then must pick up litter larh, then can do our own stuff, Sher, Fal, & me were planning to do a picnic, erm... i was lyke okeys, then after going to east-cost, going out with Bby J, if hys hand & legs not pain larh, got a present from my family today, got one dairy chocolate, hhas~

erm... oekys larh, got to go.

ILOVEYOUH. Bby J

hellos.

woots!!! he online seyy !!!
DAMN HAPPY LURH !!!

only chat for a while,
th funny thing is when i'm using ebuddy, he online, when i'm using th msn messenger
he not online,

RMFC7- Bby J
[x]BATRISYIA-me

here's our conversation

[x]BATRISYIA- hellos, online tak bilang seyy

[x]BATRISYIA- baru ker per ? sorir

[x]BATRISYIA- *sorie

RMFC7- sori lah.bru

[x]BATRISYIA- ouhs, okey

[x]BATRISYIA- sayang boleh kai sampai ?

RMFC7-smpai jap lagi

[x]BATRISYIA-kul ?

RMFC7- oh,kt blog panggil diri sendiri bitch eh?


[x]BATRISYIA- sorie

RMFC7- tah

[x]BATRISYIA- SORIE bby

[x]BATRISYIA- marah ?

RMFC7-TAK PER


[x]BATRISYIA-erm... reading my blog again ?

[x]BATRISYIA-bby engah baca blog adik ekh ?

RMFC7-tadi

[x]BATRISYIA-ouhs, engah uat aper ?


[x]BATRISYIA-erm.... baby, agakagak bby, esk bby blh join ct, nyna, & maybe dan n nynanyer kwn & dik makan lunch kat mac ?

RMFC7-msk kn gmbr dri phne msk com n chatin ngan bby cute bng,bi?

RMFC7-blh

[x]BATRISYIA-baca blog & chatting engan bby kesayangan dik, gambar siaper bby ? ouhs. okey

RMFC7-adre lah

[x]BATRISYIA-perempuan maner bby ? & kalau bukan perempuan, siaper ?

RMFC7-ader lah

[x]BATRISYIA-bby, bilang arg

[x]BATRISYIA-*arh

[x]BATRISYIA-bby D:

RMFC7-sbr.unggu jap

[x]BATRISYIA-oekys

[x]BATRISYIA*okeys

RMFC7-dh

[x]BATRISYIA-uat aper ?

RMFC7-uat bdh

[x]BATRISYIA-erm.. upload gambar perempuan maner ?

RMFC7-mksud?

[x]BATRISYIA-tadi upload gambar siaper ?

RMFC7- gmbr ni

[x]BATRISYIA-huh ?

RMFC7- gmbr yg bng kai untk msn ni lah

[x]BATRISYIA-ouhs, upload dari com to hp ?

RMFC7- teralik kn

[x]BATRISYIA- ouhs, okey

[x]BATRISYIA-syg kene ofline till ?

[x]BATRISYIA-maksud dik syng online smpi ?

RMFC7- nk kene offline skrang

[x]BATRISYIA-erm... okeys,

[x]BATRISYIA- byebye, love youh, bby nanti start dulu kayes ?

RMFC7- so,nk chat by?dik plh,dn't deny

[x}BATRISYIA-phone, boleh ?

RMFC7-blh,kul?dik plh.d'nt deny

[x]BATRISYIAerm... 9+ [;

RMFC7-k bby

[x]BATRISYIA- erm.. bby bilang dik biler nak col okeys ?

RMFC7- k syg

RMFC7- k dh.bng nk offline.byebye,loveyouhtoo.chat nnt



cant wait till i talk to hym seyy !!!
okeys larh, got to go,

byebye,
ILOVEYOUH, BBY J !!!

hellos,

Supposed to go out with Bby J, hilfi & th students frm Juying,
DAMN LARH SHE !!!
think what, i animal, can kick me ?
Eh, i'm a human being, Wanna regret giving birth to me ?
REGRET LARH, REGRET FOR ALL I CARE.

If onli i can shout in th house,
" FROM THIS DAY ONWARDS,I DON'T HAVE A MOTHER, & NO ONE EXCEPT BBY J CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO, I HAVE NO MOTHER !!!

but WTH, i held back, i dont wan her to pull my hair too hard
till that whole bunch come off & i have one spot on my head bold,
i dont wan her to kick me harder be'cause, i have not eaten,
& im not gonna eat till my father gets home, IM SORIE BBY,
:'[

Hey Bby, I REALLY MISS YOUH, it's gona b a week soon,
& i have not see youh, bby, I REALLY REALLY MISS YOUH,
& BBY, ON MY BIRTHDAY, I WANA GO HOME LATE.

got to go,
type next tyme,

p.s. I WANT BACK MY HANDPHONE

ILOVEYOUH,BBY J

Candids of th old S.B.S, I MISS THEM SUPERB !!!


Kak syahidah, Daniel, Bby J & Me :DDD


Kak Syahidah & Daniel, LAST LONGLONG OKEYS ? :DDD



Kak Fal & Me :DDD

hellos,

i hope Syahidah don't mind me calling her 'Kak Syahidah' :DDD today, Kak syahidah never online, BORING seyy she never online DDD: but then got nyna online, then nyna's friend add me, forgot her name DDD: then mirul oso online, chat with them for a while, then they must go offline, This monday nyna & i going for jalan raye, it's either i'm bring-ing farah or sufiah, I told bby J to help me choose, then he say it's my choice, how arh ? maybe i inviting Farah be'cause i'm more use being around her than sufiah, but then,scared Sufiah will be upset seyy, Don't wanna break her heart, NVM by tomorrow, i must call up someone, & invite them. Arrh, later i calling up farah to invite her,

SUFIAH, if your reading this,
REALLY SORI if i never invite youh, it's just that i'm so used be-ing around farah, falysha, th 6D's & th netballers, SORIE sufi, i'll make it up to youh, I PROMISE

okeys lah, got to go,
byebye,

ILOVEYOUH
Bby J

hellos,

ARHH!!! WTH !!!

okeys, Nyna, there's always th use of cryin'
let's just say, I WON'T LET BBY J GO, I WON'T LET HYM SLIP THROUGH
MY FINGERS JUST LYKE THAT, I LOVE HYM MORE THAN ANYTHING & ANYONE COULD,HE MAY SAY THAT HE LYKED YOUH, BUT DOES LOVE YOUH ?? & DID HE MEAN IT??

AKUH TAK AKAN LEPAS KAN DIER, INI AKUH JANJI.

ohh, & btw, what is there to regret ??

hhas~

i'm not going to let hym go, i promise,
Not now, not ever,
seriously wondering if we can go out, at first th person say at 2,
then 3, then now is lyke 4, are we going to go ??

I WANNA GO OUT LERHH !!!!

I REALLY HOPE LATER CAN GO FOR SILAT LERH,
IT'S NOT TRAINING BUT IT'S FOR DEMO, I WANNA GO !!!

I MISS YOUH LERH,
3 DAYS NEVER SEE YOUH,
onli hear your voice, i wanna meet youh !!!!

my mom say if i wanna go, can, but then i must go alone,
with bby J & his bro's & th rest of th flamingo's,
wanna go, but then if i go i scared tasha never go, then lyke that
i'll be th onli gurl, i ask my bro to tag along, then he say,
' i go, but then i see onli'
i was lyke WTH ??!!!
don't want arh, eh follow larh, follow larh,
he ignored me & continued playing with hys action figures,

URHH !!!! youh wanna follow ??
okeyh, maybe i'm desprate,
not maybe, but i am desperate,

ARHH !!!!
nvm lerh, hope-fully,Insya-allah my mom & bro change their minds.
AMIN

hhas~
kayes lahh, lazy to type lurhh :DDD

byebye

ILOVEYOUH
BBY J :DDD

hellos,
tagged by maybelene to do this
:DDD

1. Who is your closest friend(girl):
FALYSHA, SHEREEN, SUFIAH, AFIQAH, RAHAIZA, MAISARAH & TH SERI'S [1&2]

2. Who is ur closest friend(boy):
DON'T KNOW

3.What is the most shocking thing that you've found in your life:
DON'T KNOW, but then got quite a few [i thnk ]

4. What is the requirement you wish that the other party has:
Seriously , i nv thing about this before .

5. Who is your favourite teacher now:
donno,

6. Do you believe in love at first sight:
Can say so .

7. Have you broken anybody's heart to the extent that he wants to commit suicide:
NOPE.

8. What do you think your best day will be:
when i have no more problems

9. Have you cried before in school:
yapyap. :DDD

10. Do you have any regrets in ur life:
Yeahh , of course .

11. If ur friends told you a secret, &after that i hate him/her, will I reveal his/her secret :
Don't think so,

12. If you were almost knocked down by a car, and he saves you, what will you do:
Kissh hym

13. Which subject do you lyk most:
Dono,

14. What kind of ppl do you hate most in school:
Those who hates me

15. What will you do if a guy kisses you:
Depends on which guy your taking bout :DDD

16. What are you worst at:
Controlling when to cry & when not to

17. How are you feeling now:
Bored

18. What are you doing now:
Answering th quest given .

19. Who are you with now:
noOne DDD:

20. Who do you love most:
HYM !!! & my friends :DDD

Names written below are taqq to do these questions given above :
:] ZAFIRAH
:] SUFIAH
:] THIVYA
:] RENUGA
:] NURRA
:] AFIQAH
:] CASSANDRA
:] SABRINA

hellos,

yesterday cried alot,
nyna[a gurl from juying that also lyked bby J]
told me that bby J called her manis, which means sweet is english,

here's one message she forward to me,
[from bby J]

Nyna, manis, i'm sori. mkck pkck da datang. aku kene
entertain dierorng. Lain kali kite chat k manis. SORI. BYE.

in engligh,
it means,

Nyna, sweet[y], i'm sori, my uncles n aunts come ready,
i have to entertain them. Next tyme we chat okey sweet[y]. SORI. BYE.

then another one,
this is what she recived,

Manis, so so sori tak reply. aku dah penat sangat sampai tertdo,

in translation

Sweet[y], so so sori i never reply, i was too tired that i slept,

here's what i recived,

Bi. so so sori, bng tk reply, bng dah ngantuk sangat. sori bby,

in translation.

bby, so so sori, bro[i] never reply, bro[i] was too tired. Sori bby.

well, i didn't cried be'cause of th messages,
but be'cause of hym calling her manis/ sweet[y].
okey, so, i'm jealous, at least he knows i'm jealous,
i feel lyke he loves her at th same tyme,
he said to me on th phne yesterday that during p4/5 he did lyke
her, but once he met me, no more feelings for her,
but then, i feel lyke something's wrong,
does he still love nyna ?

BLADE, NO BLADE, BLADE, NO BLADE.
SOMEONE,HELP ME DECIDE !!! my rubber has stretched to it's limit, but i know it can stretched abit more, i know it can hold,
it held back be'cause of *youh guys & i know it can hold
as long as my heart can bear the pain.

But for now, simply trying to forget it,
& simply waiting for my apology to be accepted b haqeem,
i miss hym[as a friend]

* Bby J, Shereen, Sufiah & Mommy,

okeys larh, got to go,
byebye
ILOVEYOUH,
Bby J

hellos,
Yesterday, went jalan raye w/ bby J n tuition friends,
it wasn't that much fun as i had no one, farah wasn't there
due to th fall that monday, falysha wasn't there be'cause
her mom won't let her [ i think] n Bby J was with th boys,
then Farrini, Erza and Malyanah were together,
]]';

By th wayy,

i really regretted miss treat-ing youh,
i didn't expect that things would turn out this way,
i didn't expect our 6yrs of friendship to break,
right now, to tell youh the truth,
i really miss youh,[as a friend]
i really regretted thBIG MISTAKE i've done towards youh,

my life isn't complete w/o u & our friendship,
all i can say right now is i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY SORI
right now, i'm really hope-ing that youh will forgive me,


in case you don't know, the message above is for Haqeem,


ILOVEYOU,
BBY J



& before i forget,
tagg-s reply
MUZAINAH linkked :DDD
FüçKêr thanks, same to youh too, who-ever youh are,

hellos.

erm. I really regreted finding faults with my p1 classmate,
he has always been there for me, even during th break-up,
he has always been by my side through thick n thin,
and now, be'cause of my silly BIG MISTAKE we fought,
and i really hoped he forgives me,

well, got to go,

byebye,

ILOVEYOU,
BBY J

credits to maman,

hellos.

on saturday, while blogging, Bby J came to the house
with fendi, then his family invited my family go jalan raye,
woots,

then while my mom was ironing my clothes, the iron was too hot then
burnt my clothes, Damn angry seyy, new one n also my fav one,
*sobsob* ;[[

went out lyke 4++ reached home at 12.30am.
then do revision until 2++ then my mom ordered mcDonald.
hhas~ then continued revision till 4++ then went to bed,
cannot sleep. then lyke 5.30 or so then sleep.
then woke up at 6 then sleep back, then at 8 wake up, then sleep back,
then at 9 wake up, don't wanna sleep back [[;

Yesterday, bby J went to jalan raye with his family, then damn bored seyy.
okayes lahh, got to go, tomorrow the maths paper is coming,
get ready. everyone will pass with flying colours lerhs.

Monday, Maths paper is OVER baby.
then watied for Bby J outside the shop behind the school,
then haqeem came, WHT lahh he, then i started chasing hym around lyke one
mad person [[;
then walked home with Bby J, when reached home,
my mom asked me to fetch my younger bro, before fetching hym,
went to the swing area, met up with Tasha, Qilah, n Umairah.
then went to fetch hym, then went to the shop behind the school by drinks,
later, when i send my bro go tuition, meeting Bby J, then from 7 - pm.
going to the study corner, it's going to be fun lerhs, [i think]
acctualy, i'm supposed to be sleeping, later i sleep lah, 5- 10 min can do.
[i think].

Finally, the papers are OVER, long tyme never post,
went out with J the past few day, kay lahh, currently in school,
need to go


byebye.

ILOVEYOU,
BBY J

hellos.

i know i cannot use the com, but then donno why
my mom let me use.

Just now was the English PSLE examination,
quite easy as everyone said, it's average lahh,
hopping can pass with flying colors mann.
On Monday is Maths, DAMN frighting seyy.
hope eveyone i know does well, hope everyone
pass with flying colors, then followed by Mother Tongue
then Science, hope everyone does well, GAMBATTE

Later going raye with Bby J's family n donno who else the family
following [;
kayes lahh, got to get ready,
byebye.

Iloveyou
Bby J