Friday, September 12, 2008
@ 4:52 PM
Hellos.yesterday talked to hym on the phone till 11++
My stupid father, go anyhow use vulgar.
anyhow scold me. Bby J never do anything rite ?!
What's your F*cking problem ?
DAMN IRRITATED STAYING AT HOME WITH MY FATHER.
Yesterday Bby J tell me something that happened in his school
between hym and hazirah. Just now during maths supplementary,
cannot concentrate because of what hazirah did.
if i'm not wrong, he said that she hold his hand.
Feeling lyke crying, but then fasting
Heart really really painful,
just hoping that i won't get sick thinking bout this.
i just can't seem to get it out of my head.
Questions running through my head,
Repeating over and over again,
The her is Hazirah.
Here are the questions.
- Will he leave me for her ?- Will he love her ?- Will he forget me ?- Does he care about her ?- Does he really wanna be with her ?if no, then Does he really wanna be with me ?if here are the questions.
Where are the answers ?
he's my life, he's my soul,he's my EVERYTHING.Baby, ilove you.okyes lah,
got to off the computer,
iloveyou.Bby J