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PSLE a few more days,
so won't be posting till PSLE
over ready.

To all muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

To all P6's;
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PSLE,
MAY ALL OF YOU PASS IN FLYING COLOURS

hellos.
second post for today,
just did a quiz that cassan tagged to me,
just now before Ms Sim supplementary,
wanna go toilet, then the 6E gurls say that sufiah
inside the cubic, then i open the cubic with my locker key,
then when i went inside, sangina, melissa, and me, telling sufiah
that everything is gonna be fine, and it's not her fault, and
she shouldn't hurt herself, then sufiah told me something that
i should not say, then after that, went for Ms Sim supplementary,
then this falysha lyke don't wanna layan me, i was lyke,
what? eh i did what i was supposed to do, but then i layan her,
she the one lyke don't wanna layan me, i told her to sit with me
and sher, she was lyke shaking her head, don't want,
if she's gonna be angry at me, i donno what to say siak,

then after that went to the study corner at 4++.
Then Bby J say wanna come but then never come, sleeping.
But then at 5.30 ++ he came. o.O''' can continue to sleep don't want,
;[[

then now, waiting for hym to message me,

ILOVEYOU
Bby J

Sufiah my baby,
don't hurt yourself,
don't even think about
doing what you told me
you wanted to do,
Sufiah, please,
i love you, so do your
parents and your friends
and classmates. especially
Sangina and the malay gurls,
sufah, remember that i will
always be by your side through
thick or thin.

Best Friends Forever,
till death do us apart

1. The person who tagged me this
Cassan

2. Your relationship with them ?
Ermm... classmate.
or maybe more, idk lahh,

3.Your 5 impressions on them ?
Cassan; pwetty, hothot, cute, out-going and fun,

4. The most memorable thinq she had done for you ?
Emmm... donno.

5.The most memorable thing she said to you ?
Errmm... donno,

6. If she became your lover you will?
i'm not a lesbi kay ?

7. If she becomes your lover, thinq she has to improve on ?
idk. :S

8. If she becomes your enemy you will ?
Donno,

9. ( repeat question )

10. What do you want to tell her now ?
hellos,

11. Your overall impression of her now ?
Pwetty, cute, outgoin, hot and fun [[;

12. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?
ask them lerhh, but then i know some hates me.

13. The characters you love for yourself are ?
my nonsense, hhas~ jkjk,
idk lahh,

14. On the contrary , the characters you hate for yourself are ?
the words that i say that i sometimes don't mean,

15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
idk :S

16.For the person who cares and likes you , say something to them ?
bby, iloveyou even if my heart stops beating, and no matter what happens,
i will still love you,

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you

1. Sufiah,
2. Zafirah,
3. Shi hui,
4. Renuga,
5. Maybelene,
6. Cassandra,
7. Kaung htet,
8. Afiqah,
9. Mei yi,
10. Hong yu,

18. Who is no. 6 havinq relationship with ?
Jeremy,

19. If no. 7 & 10 were toqether will it be a qood thinq ?
Nope.

20. Is no. 9 a female or male ?
female. :]

21. What is no. 2 studyinq about ?
donno,

22. When was the last time you chat with no.3 ?
not sure.

23. What kind of music or band does no.8 like ?
not sure.

24. Does no.1 have any siblinqs ?
yeah.

25. Will you woo no.3 ?
Nopenope

26. How about no.7 ?
Definitely NO!!i belong to someone ready,

27. Is no.4 sinqle ?
not sure.

28. What is the surname of no.5 ?
not sure.

29. What is the hobby for no.10 ?
not sure,

30. Do no.5 & 9 qet alonq well ?
maybe,
31. Where is no.2 studyinq ?
Keming pri,

32. Talk about somethinq for no.1
Don't do that to yourself babe,
it's not worth it,

33. Have you ever try developinq feelinqs for no.9 ?
im not lesbian.

34. Where does no.9 live?
somewhere in sinqapore.

35. What does no.4 like ?
Donno,

36. Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends ?
nopenope,

37. Does no.1 have any pets ?
nopenope.

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ?
nopenope, super model more sexy,

39. what is no.10 doinq now ?
i don't know.

hellos.

went to the study corner at 12.
then at 1.45 went to the playground near there,
then at 2.15+ he went home, to take money to buy
shredded coconut, his mother ask to buyy,
the before went to buyy the shredded coconut,
went to jurong point, buy milktea, [[;
then wanna go to the pioneer mall the giant,
we walked pass through art park. then near the shop there
bumped into haqeem, scared he pass rumors at school tomorrow
at school about me going out with Bby J. arhh !!!
then after buy the shredded coconut, went to the 'mama shop'
behind school, to buy drinks,

DAMN !!! forgot to pay hym back,
nevermind, tomorrow, can pay hym back.
while walking home, hold hands, got nothing to do,
after my mother called, never hold again, cause near his house.

kays lahh, i got to go,
byebye,
had fun baby,

iloveyou.
Bby J

tagged replies,
batrisyia to shafiqah,
eh suker hati aku lurhs,
kau jangan nak masuk campur lahh,
nak kpo, kpo lahh tempat lain

hellos.
went to gelang there just now,
don't think differently,
went to buy baju raye,
for the first day and when going out with friends, wear white,
for going out with Bby J and friends, wear hot pink,

tomorrow, going to the study corner, with Bby J lahh.
who else i wanna ask to follow me seyy,
then he say wanna tickle me for about 3omin, lyke can onli,
[[;

hope tomorrow, he can make it,
kayes lahh, got noting to blog about today,
byebye

iloveyou
Bby J

hellos.

feeling happi at first then when read one Bitch the profile,
make me wanna smack her siak, if i don't love jasmin,
her eyes will be in blueblack form, her lips are so sore, that
she can barely make a sound, and her nose will be so sorie that
it's on her face, lyke you guys understand onli, but then if it's
not for jasmin telling me to relax,i don't know what happen
and she is lucky that i'm fasting, kalau tak, batal jugak puase aku. GERAM !!!

i wonder what those 'mature' friends of her see in her,
later you know why i type mature as 'mature'....XD
they are just a group of friends that people used
to call friends and they form a group on their own,
calling themselves friends,look,
seri wahyuni is not wanted by the R.A.M any longer,
the seri nurateqah is not wanted in the S.B.S anymore,
Qianqian was with maybelene and mei yi but then donno what happen
see, they are just a group of friends that people used
to call friends and they form a group on their own,

eh , who calling who a bitch ? if your trying to
refer to me, then sorie arh siak, aku tak panggil kau bitch,
aku panggil kau perempuan, Kau ni aper ? bodoh ker buta, ker
duadua sekali, sini, aku tolong kau jawab, duadua sekali.
hhas~ well happie yang aku tolong kau jawab, hope so [[;

eh my prob lahh, you belum matured nak act matured,
common lahh perempuan .... don't try somebody when your nobody,
i'm not trying to look down on you, what i'm trying to say is
don't think that you are matured when you are not, okeys.
and it's my problem if i wanna be childish or not lahh,
eh wanna have fun oso wrong issit ? common lahh, kau ingat kau
ni siaper, nak spoil aku nye fun ? your just another one of my
back stabbing friends, hope your happie with those immatures you call
'matured' [; hope you can scream lyke you did, hope you can laugh lyke you
did,hope you can suffer lyke you never did, it's not a curse, i think,o.O'''

just now, after school, falysha sent me home, i go change my shoe and
take my pencil case, forgot to bring to school just now,
then after i change, i sent her home,well not at her house,until art park onli
then went to the study corner, message bby J to message me
when he reach home, never message, then when i just got there, he oso just came,
then before Gem's came, before 5++ i think, at 3 or 4 ++ Bby J tickle me
until i laugh so hard, wanna escape oso cannot, he hug me too tight ready,
wanna escape he pull me back then ask me to sit on top of his lap,
then when sit ready, he pinch my cheek until his heart is happy,
tickle me until my leg got abit of scratches, trying to escape from
hym, then while hugging, tickling me, and pinching my cheek,
there go a kissh happy man, don't feel lyke letting hym
go for soccer practice tomorrow, ]]';
tomorrow, maybe taking a break from going to the study corner,
or if he still wanna go for soccer, i go study corner.
waiting for 9++ pm, wanna hear his voice, i think he sleeping,
just now i invite hym go to the study corner, he sleepy what.

saturday, really taking a break from the study corner and books,
going to gelang to buy baju raye, don't think out of the box,
this year wearing hot pink, same with Bby J.

even through rahmadan considered a tyme to seek for forgiveness,
i feel lyke seeking forgiveness from someone, it's just that,
something or someone somewhere deep inside me says that
eventhrough i seek for forgivness, things are not going to work out,
things are never gonna be the same, things are just the way it should be
right now, i think i'm gonna go with that something or someone
somewhere inside me, cause i know what ever something or someone
somewhere inside me says, is right, and i prefer things the way they are now,
i don't want to make my life anymore confusing,

okeys lahh, if i continue any longer,it's going to be veryvery long,
okeys lahh,
byebye

iloveyou, Bby J

hellos.
today,
wake up at 4.55 or so,
then went back to sleep after eating 'sahur'
then woke up at 6.15,
bathe,
go school,
went for maths remedial,
went to the study corner,
went to Bby J's and Gem's house, to send food,
then go home.
hhas~

Just now at the study corner, do the re-taked prelim
maths paper correction, then hepled hym do his maths
paper, 4 questions. Then, after finish, nothing to do,
he sit beside me, and stared hugging me, and putting his head
over my shoulder. Then, started pinching one another cheeks,
then wanna go his house,and outside Gem's house,
../... stared to kiss ../... hand,
[decide what is the '..' it's either me/my or he/his]think about it okay ?
but then still continued to pinch one another cheeks, then he go and say,
lucky still rahmadan, if not, kiss you ready, if you kiss me,
i'll kiss you back i'm typing every word his saying.
O.o'''
his cheeks are damn soft seyy, lyke wanna pinch some more,
hhas~
Had fun bby,
thanks, see you tomorrow okey,
we see whose cheecks more painful,
[[; hhas.
mainmain jer, jangan sampai buat,
okey lahh, i see if tomorrow i can use the computer,
then i post again, till here onli,

byebye,

iloveyou,
Bby J

hellos.
weired day i had today,
first after school, wanna go study corner,
then people say got one chinese man jump down,
CREEPY seyy,
then when reach to the study corner had that
so called 'BAD FEELING' then when Bby J
finish his supplementary, his friend, falysha boifrend,
message me say that in school Bby J use his watch till
lyke no blood can circulate, then he wanna do line on his leg
with a pen but then cannot do line, but then red,
i asked hym if he loved me, he said he 'Love, alotalot',
but then i don't see why he needs to do all those things towards hymself,
still having that 'BAD FEELING' about something, can't seem to
figure it out, just don't want to fight with Bby J.
message hym, i don't think that he wanna reply,
and the 'BAD FEELING' is getting stronger and stronger,
i just wanna know what is it about.
]];

don't wanna fight with Bby J,
later i'm gonna apologies alot of tymes,
feel really really .......donno what i'm feeling,
but then i know it's a mixed emotion of
- SADNESS
- FELLING LYKE DYING
- FEELING LYKE WANNA APOLOGIES TILL ONE ANGEL COME AND SAY STOP,
and lots more, the feeling is so un-explainable,

okeys lahh, got to go get ready to see Bby J
and face the music[if i'm supposed to]

byebye,

iloveyou,
Bby J

hellos.
just now, went to the study corner with Bby J.
went at 1. came home at 6.
[;
helped hym do his homework.
hhas~
nothing much to blog about today,
just wanna break my fast,
just wanna say
Thanks bby, had lots of fun

okeys lahh,
Byebye

Hellos.

yesterday talked to hym on the phone till 11++
My stupid father, go anyhow use vulgar.
anyhow scold me. Bby J never do anything rite ?!
What's your F*cking problem ?
DAMN IRRITATED STAYING AT HOME WITH MY FATHER.
Yesterday Bby J tell me something that happened in his school
between hym and hazirah. Just now during maths supplementary,
cannot concentrate because of what hazirah did.
if i'm not wrong, he said that she hold his hand.
Feeling lyke crying, but then fasting
Heart really really painful,
just hoping that i won't get sick thinking bout this.
i just can't seem to get it out of my head.

Questions running through my head,
Repeating over and over again,
The her is Hazirah.
Here are the questions.
- Will he leave me for her ?
- Will he love her ?
- Will he forget me ?
- Does he care about her ?
- Does he really wanna be with her ?
if no, then Does he really wanna be with me ?

if here are the questions.
Where are the answers ?

he's my life, he's my soul,
he's my EVERYTHING.
Baby, ilove you.

okyes lah,
got to off the computer,

iloveyou.
Bby J

Hellos.




Today-
firstly did mother tongue LC.
Then do English LC.
Then Recess.
Then Ms Monique lesson.
the whole class noisy, then must do 'silent claps'
WTH man...
Then got maths.
Mrs Tong lets us so called 'Retake' the Prelims.
Then do until lyke 1.15 or so. Then go off at 1.25
go to the canteen near the netball court.
6H damn good seyy, Ms Bala let them play after school.
Then while shereen, falysha n me near the netball court,
i took the pic of falysha, my pic was taken yesterday after tuition.
Slept at 5.30 woke up at 7. all because of Bby J.
He say that he will follow me if i sleep then he oso sleep.
Then he tired what, so i oso had to sleep.
I cannot lie to hym. Fasting month.
Now waiting for hym to reply back my messages.
message hym at 7.55 now is lyke 8.20
No reply.
Okeys lahh, i got to go.
Feel lyke sleeping again.
hha~

Byebye.

Iloveyou
Bby J

Hellos.

Photo's taken at the study corner
while waiting for Bby J.




Yesterday went to Study corner
With Bby J.
Yesterday, he go past one sticker on my face and keep rubbing it on my checks.
Then when talking to hym on the phone, he say my checks became softer.
Since when ??
But then, happy urhs to be with hym yesterday.

Today i think he Damn tired.
say come home at 1.
message hym at 1 reply at 1.20++
then before 2, stop. I message hym, no reply seyy.
];

Today, need to go for tuition.
at 7pm. He forcing me to bring food.
]];

Damn bored seyy with noOne to msg.
o.O'''

okeys lah,
till here.
Nothing to blog about,

Byebye

Iloveyou
Bby J

Hellos.

Bby J change phone!!!
Same as me
[;
w660i. mine is red, his is black.
Now, downloading song for hym.

Another 2h 15 more min than i can see BBY J !!!!
DAMN long urhs,

okeys lah, got to continue downloadin.
Byebye,

iloveyou
Bby J

Hellos.

slept at 2 yesterday,
then woke up at 3++.
raining. Forgot to close the windows.
Then woke up at 5++ to 'makan sahur'
then never sleep back
[[;

I think now he at Vivo, with his family derh.
Today;
my mom ordered pizza to break fast
[[;

just now chat with Dian again.
She ask me about me and Bby J.
Give her info, but not the actual info.
feel kindda bad.
]];

another 43 more min to go then can eat the pizza !!!!
I'm starving, no mood to type. Tomorrow then post again.
Byebye.

iloveyou
Bby J

Hello.

Damn bored at home,
i msg Bby J at 12++,
1. and 2++.
None were replied.
It's either his busy,
sleeping or cycling with i don't know who.
:CC

Then now, i'm dying of boredom,
i want to go out with Bby J !!!!

Finally he replied
[;

Then now don't wanna reply.
Bust playing psp. lahh kann,

Just waiting for time to kill,
waiting it to kill till 6.
then bathe, then go tuition
Then see Bby J
[;

okeys lah nothing interesting to
blog about today.

okeys lahh,
have fun today.

Byebye.

iloveyou
Bby J

Hellos.

Yesterday;

went for tuiton, actually it was supposed to start at 7.
then they say break fast there then class start at around 7.30
[;
then 8. got break, 20 min, usally 10/15 min onli, relief teacher what
[;
then Bby J go take something in my pencil case. angry seyy.
he said he wanted to throw it,
then during the break, Putri was playing with Bby J !!!!
ANGRY!!!! then me n Bby J fought, then till 10 something,
talked on th phne, He forgive me,
[[;


today;
supply's
-english;
-maths;
-science;

after maths, stayed back for a while,
Mrs Tong asked one, then after that went home
buy one note book and one purple pen.
Went there with Falysha ans Shereen,
then i ignored them cause i was msging Bby J
till during Science supply, Mr Yeh came 30min late.
Then after science supply, called my mom ask if can
go study corner or not. she say can,then she asked me who i'm going with.
I told her i going with Bby J n Effendi, then she say you always going out with them.

Issit wrong to hang around with boys always ?

Then while i'm there Bby J msg me,
saying that ' eh you can come effendi's house?
then we study here lahh ' i shortened it for you guys
lazy to type every word he msg me.
[;
Then went there lyke 2++ went home at 6++
played with Bby J
[;
Then he sent me home.
I tell hym stay there,
he say don't wan.

then once reached home, my mom told me to
send food to Bby J's house, stayed infront of his house for lyke 15 min or so.
I msg Bby J to open the door. Then he still never open.
He still have'nt bath. cause i was also wearing red.
then i told hym that sorie for wearing the same color clothes as you,
then he say nvm, couple what.

Then before breaking fast, me and Dian chatted online.
she ask me i not asking for patch up with Bby J ?
then i told her that i don't know [Bby J don't want
other people to know that we patch ready so SHHH!!!Okeys ?]
then i ask her, Hazirah asking Bby J for stead rite ?
then she ask me how i know, i told her i found out myself.

Bby J is mine.
Get that.

till here only.

iloveyou
Bby J

Hellos
Never felt so happy today,
went to the study corner with Bby J
[;

mind me for my bad english,

at first we kept quite,
then after a while,
we went noisy,

then stated to rain,
Cannot stand in the rain
];

but then even if i never got
to play in the rain, at least i'm
happie being with hym,

Hope Bby J never get sick,
he said that if he play in the rain
will get sick easily, then just now
go play in the rain,

];

If he get sick, he just see lahh.
hha~

going for tuition at 7,
going out of the house,
at 6.55.
then must open puasa there
];

Get to see Bby J

[[;


Must go surender the computer
to my irritating little bro.

Byebye.

iloveyou,
Bby J

today,
got suply;
-english;
-mother tongue;
[malay]
-and maths,

then during the 2hours of maths supply, mrs tong give us test
to do, then Bby J msg me. i reply then he asked me,

In Bold is Bby J. the Bold and Underlined is me
'Bby. what you doing?'
'Maths test and smsing with you.'
'Where are you?'
In school, but then after awhile, im going to the
study corner, why?'
You go and do first, later then we msg.
Bby, don't be lyke this, i'm finishing soon, and your not disturbing me,
And Bby, if it's Psle, i understand, but then this is a class test.
Bby.

then from there i keep apologizing to hym, since 2.55pm.
then till now, he don't wanna reply.

Bby, i'm really really SORIE ];

........................................................

HURRAY !!!

now smile-ing lyke noBody's business.

[[;

Now, i'm wondering what time, i can talk to hym on the phone,
i'm starting to miss his voice.

iloveyou bby.
[;