Saturday, August 23, 2008
@ 9:35 PM
Eh perempuan, dngr sini lah.
you'll be receiving a note frm me on monday.
SO ANGRY !!!!
i don't think i know who are my true friends in 6d.
but i know that jasmin, sufiah and falysha [maybe]
will always be by my side.
I don't know who to trust and who not to.
Who are my true friends ?
Who are the ones that i can really trust ?
ALL QUESTIONS ARE NEEDING IT'S ANSWERS.
WHERE ARE THE ANSWERS.
okeys lah got to go.
and rite a note to that girl.
BYEBYE
Friday, August 22, 2008
@ 5:39 PM
WHAT THE HELL LAHH YOU !!!
you the one who started it right.
you don't put the blame on falysha lahh.
she has nothing to do with this lahh.
COMMON LAHH. who's being childish here ?
you sktskt nak bad tempered , abeh aku nak bad tempered
tak boleh ker ? WHF lahh.
GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT !!!!
it's not b'cz fal that SYAHIRAN knows that you lyke hym.
so what if he know you lyke hym ??
HE ONLY ANGGAP YOU AS A FRIEND !!!
SO GET IT IN YOUR HEAD THAT YOU CAN NEVER BE WITH HYM !!
NOT NOW , NOT EVER !!!
WHO ARE YOU TO TELL THE S.B.S [last tyme ]
WHO CAN JOIN AND WHO CANNOT ??!!!
IF ANYONE WANNA JOIN US ; YOU LYKE DON'T WANT.
FOR EXAMPLE THAT TYME I WANNA INVITE SHASHA. TO
JOIN US YOU SAY DON'T WANT. THEN SERI WANNA JOIN US,
YOU LYKE CANCAN LYKE THAT. EH COMMON LAHH.
AT LEAST I ASK YOU IF YOU WANT HER TO JOIN OR NOT,
BUT THEN FOR SERI ; YOU NEVER ASK ME IF I WANT HER TO JOIN OR NOT.
COMMON LAHH SERI !!
YOU TELL ME YOUR NOT BEING YOURSELF,
THEN LYKE THAT HOW I KNOW IF YOUR PRETENDING TO
FRIEND ME OR NOT !!!
HOW CAN I EVER TRUST YOU AGAIN !!!
YOU CHANGED SO MUCH THIS FEW DAYS.
I NOTICED YOU BECOME MORE 'SOMBONG'
WHO ARE YOU ?
AND WHY ARE YOU IN MY *FRIENDS BODY ?
GET OUT OF HER BODY. I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE IN THEIR BODY !!!
* is shereen and nurra.
ANYWAYS ; I KINDDA REGRET BEING YOUR FRIEND
ALL I NEED ARE TRUE FRIENDS AND JASMIN BY MY SIDE.
I DON'T PEOPLE'S ATTENTION AT ALL !!!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
@ 6:29 PM
Hellos.
chatted with Jasmin on the phone yesterday,
I almost cried after he said something.
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Actually got alot that make me wanna cry,
here's one ; on the phone.
Me ; abang jas, abang .................. [got say something ; but then forgot what [[; ]
Hym ; dik , asal selalu adik sebut name dier, muker dier
ader dalam fikiran abang,
Me ; maner dik tahu,
then i message hym.
Entahentah, abang masih cintakan dier, that's why.
then he said on the phone ; Agaknyer.
IN TRANSLATION ; on the phone,
Me ; brother jas, brother .................. [ got say something but then forgot what [[; ]
Jas ; eh, how come you mention her name onli , her face appear in my mind,
Me ; how i know.
then i message hym.
maybe you really love her, and you still do that why,
then he said on the phone ; Yap.
WHAT THE FUCK !!!!
i cant believe that he said that he still loved her !!!
but then at least he's truthful towards me.
then got more. but then don't wanna type,
later i'm gonna cry, hha.
I told hym that ;
if he still loves her alot, go ahead.
he said that;
if i love her, what's the point ?
she won't accept me anyways.
Me ;
So that means that you were forced to love me arh ?
lyke that right ? Right ?
then after that he said no,
then we put down, my parents arh,
onli 1 a.m ask to sleep, not lyke tomorrow got
school or anything.
byebye, wanna do someting eles.
I LOVE YOU ;
but.
YOU LOVE HER.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
@ 6:22 PM
hellos.
Currently;
Munching on chocolates ;
Listening to 7 things ; by miley cyrus.
hhas~ nothing to do.
MY PREPAID FINISH !!
Yesterday ; went to airport,
send my grandmother, hhas~
took photos. [ at the top ]
today; jasmin went swimming,
my father went out, cannot borrow his phone to message Jasmin.
BORING seyy at home, cannot message,
must wait till my father comes home or till he ask me to call,
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BYEBYE [[;
wanna go and watch my t.v.
Friday, August 8, 2008
@ 3:12 PM
Hellos
currently listening to ; when i grow up
by the pussycatdolls.
currently waiting for ; jasmin to message,
hhas~ nothing to do.
Went to the swing from 10 to 1.++
shereen left early b'coz she needs to go j.p.
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Eventhrough i promised Jasmin that i won't let go
from the swing, i did. I'm soso sorrie, my heart was painful
coz that tyme you said that in our first relationship
[before the break up and patch up] he told me that
during that tyme, he was still inlove with dian, Ya..
He told me that yesterday or was it the day before ?
idk. FORGOT. hha~ but then hearing that made my heart painful.
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and b.t.w, i still can't forget about the ring.
I really can't believe that i lost the ring,
that's why i can't forget it, SORRIE
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Just now in the hall, me and sufiah work things out,
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And no school till TUESDAY.
homework will be ; english the worksheet; science worksheet and the maths worksheet,
hha~
kayes lah, got to go,
BYEBYE[[;
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
@ 5:41 PM
Hello's
BAD DAY i had today,
just now, sufiah and i break off,
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Dear sufiah,
If u want it to be this way, then FINE !!!
If u wanna ignore me that way you ignored Dy, then GO AHEAD !!!
i can't stop you from doing what u want.
But you don't bring Jasmin in, he has nothing to do with this,
If sher, seri and falysha don't mind me being w/ Jasmin,
then How come your not happi ?
I just did'nt expect things to be this way.
''B.F.F's till death do us apart'' where has that phrase gone too ?
Maybe things are meant to be this way.
All that is left between us are just MEMORIES.
SWEET MEMORIES. i'm just gonna miss you,
i'm gonna miss thoes fun tymes. those MEMORIES will
always be cherished FOREVER.
Now, things are'nt gonna be the same without you,
IM GONNA MISS YOU.
BYEBYE. got to go siap for sinda,
just hoping that i'm not gonna burst out,
or lose my temper. AND SERIOUSLY HOPING
THAT NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN BETWEEN
ME AND JASMIN.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
@ 9:07 PM
Hellos
[[;
2nd post for today.
nothing better to do.
Just now went to jurong point.
Went to buy school shoes.
Then ate at McDonald.
Then while walking home,
near the seven-eleven there very crowded,
then i wanna take my handphone, then the ring
suddenly slipped off my finger, then i scream.
Then cannot find. I started crying, tried to hold back my tears.
But then i cant it just not the same without the ring on my finger.
Then walked home separate ways from my parents. Then when
reached home, my father started scolding me.
Saying; 'Just because of that ring, you wanna show your attitude'
then blahblahbalh. To my parents if it's lyke expensive, then
they dont mind looking for it.
But,
THEY ARE NOT ME, SO THEY DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL,
THEY DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL;when i lost something close to me
THEY DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL; when someone i love give me someting
and i accidentally lose it.
THEY DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL; to be loved by someone i really love.
THEY ARE NOT ME; THEY DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL;
THEY DON'T LIVE MY LIFE FOR ME; and noOne lives my life for me.
THEY DON'T FEEL MY FEELINGS FOR ME; and noOne will feel my feelings for me.
NoONE TELLS ME WHAT TO SAY WITH MY MOUTH,
NoONE TELLS ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY HANDS,
NoONE TELLS ME WHO TO LOVE AND WHO TO NOT LOVE,
NoONE WILL TELL ME HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE,
So, Get it in your mind,
NoONE CONROLS MY ACTION.
NoONE CONTROLS MY LIFE.
@ 3:57 PM
Hellos
Last night sleep lyke about 6am.
[i think] around there lahh. cannot sleep.
Jasmin went soccer. then he message me at
1.15. i reply at 1.45. never hear my phone.
in the toilet, Sorie darlynk, then now i think,
he taking a nap.
Currently chatting, surfing the net n waiting for hym to wake up
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Damn BORED !!!
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Till here only.
Byebye
Saturday, August 2, 2008
@ 9:12 PM
HELLO's [[;
went to sher's birthday party.
went out of 2.15. went shopping for her present,
then reach her house at lyke 4.
the four of us
played the abc game n 3blind mice.
shereen;
DAMN funn seyy.
mine is just details on what happened today,
for more information go to
http://nurra-talkingdiary.blogspot.com/
her blog got all the information;
actually i lazy to type the whole thing
her's everything inside, so just go there [[;
*waitingwaiting* for Jasmin to message.
For more than 2hours he never msg me.
SO DAMN FUCKING IRRITATED seeyy !!
but no matter how angry i am towards hym,
i can never stay angry at hym for long;
because he's my sweetest medicine,
and everytime i hear his voice on the
phone, or read his messages,
all my problems will disappear.
[[;
Okeys lah got to go.
BYEBYE[[;
love hym lots.
