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HELLO's

message hym at 2pm.
then he reply at 2.30.
said that he just woke up.

Told hym to message me once he bath n eat ready.
then now lyke 1 hour ++ still have not message me.

]]';

Yesterday talked on the phone till 1.50am,
chatted for more lyke 2hours.
Hahhas~

*waiting.waiting.waiting*
currently waiting for hym to message.

..........................................................................................................................................................................

kayes lah got to go.
BYEBYE,

I'm sorie ]];
I really did'nt mean to make you angry,
I did'nt mean to make your mood that bad,

I'm sorrie,
reallyreally Sorie.
reallyreallyreally Sorie.

Thanx for forgiving me. ILOVEYOU alot.

hey maman;
thanx for telling me that your elder brother is having
a really bad mood,

from;
kakak.

Simply waiting for his message,

I can't believe my mother,
she bought ticket to balik kampong.
& the worst part is, i'm going to miss 4 silat lessons.
Not one. Not two, Not three But FOUR SILAT LESSONS !!
& the thing that im gonna miss the most when i'm not in singapore.
Is JASMIN. I don't wanna leave hym. 12 days not seeing Jasmin
is more than torture. i don't wanna go. well if i wanna go, at least not
12 days. 5 days will do what. how come until 12 days ??

TORTURE!! TORTURE !! TORTURE!!

i dont wanna go.
well; actually it will be after P.S.L.E.
the first week of the November/December school holidays.

BYEBYE [[;
got to go.

I'm a retarded; useless girl/ girlfriend/ friend.


I cant believe that she's flirting w/ hym.
I know that he knows that i'm sensitive.
He knows that when he flirts around w/ another girl.
And i know that she herself knows. How could they flirt
infront of me ??


Eh gurl. you got your own wanna flirt with mine ?
then you still can ask me if i'm okey? you outta your mind issit ?
wanna flirt with hym. don't flirt infront of me.

I just held back my tears.
I just don't wanna cry infront of you.

BYEBYE[[;

HELLO's

For the past few days, i've been feeling kinda USE-LESS.

Dear Jasmin,

Sorie for being such a USE-LESS girlfriend.
Sorie if whenever your with me, your upset.
Sorie for everything, Sorie for my sins.
Sorie for my wrong-doings. REALLY
REALLY SORIE.

w/ love,
your USE-LESS girlfriends,
Batrisyia.

Hellos

went to my cousins the 'majilis' went out at around noon;
came home at all most 6. My cousin lyke one princess,
Lyke one grand wedding [[;

Played with my adik sedare,
He dam cute sia. I was attached to me for hours.
Brought hym to the playground and did stuff that i did'nt do
do to my bro when he was young [[;

Yesterday talked to Jasmin till midnight.
conversation yesterday nothing interesting.

Kayes lah got nothing to say,

BYEBYE [[;

HELLO's


160708;
a conversation with jasmin;

Bat; Eh abang ingat tak semalam abang cakap yang abang masih sukekan dian
sikitsikit kan.... abang sukekan dier berape percent?
Jasmin ; okey; macam gini lah, ade empat perempuan, Dian, Hazirah, Putri and adik.
Abang sukekan Dian, 1%, Putri 0.5% , hazirah , 0% , Adik, .. . . %

in english it means;

Bat; Eh bro, remember yesterday you said that you still lyke dian abit ? you
lyke her how maky percent ?
Jasmin ; okey. It's lyke this lah, i have four girls, Dian , Hazirah , Putri and you.
I lkye Dian 1%, putri, 0.5%, Hazirah, 0% you .. . .%

actually i don't mind jasmin lyking dian, well. coz he has the rights to,
he loved her for more than 5 yrs, so i don't mind. But PUTRI ??!!
how could he ??!!

170708
cannot remember ];
but had fun talking to hym.

180708,

Got charity fair, so no supply [[;
so went to the swing, i never play for long,
mostly sit at the slide, then when sher n seri came.
i was burning hot, as in my temperature was high.
then at 5++ went home, watch t.v. , call Jasmin; onli talk for
25 min, coz need to shower, nothing interesting about that
conversation, then went to sinds, before sinda temperature still quite high,
then when at sinda, the Putri wanna go toilet, while talking to the teacher, she
was touching the 'pepek' Jasmin was disgusted.
then after sinda n after we reach home from silat, talked to hym on the
phone till almost midnight,

Today. my mom brought me to the clinic,
because my temperature was not constant.
So she very worried lahh. then the doctor give me
anti-biotic. must finish within a week,

Kayyes lahh, nothing much to say except.
GO AND DIE LAH PUTRI !!!!

and

TAKECARES [;

HELLO's
just now mrs tong canceled maths supply again.
then sher, nurra, fal n me went to the swing playground again,
then while waiting for fal to come. took picture's of sher n nurra [;
they emoing, then while waiting oso got nothing to do. then just take
their pic's lah. [;

Thanks eh seri. she help me take the photo's. [;
thanks alot.

Yesterday at sinda, teacher never some, falysha oso never come.
then i think before break time, the BITCH cried. don't know why.
then after break tyme wanna step. then wanna start scolding farah.
She one MOTHER FUCKING BITCH LAH!!!

WHAT THE HELL SEYY.
today i never use p.e shirt, as usual.
then tried calling my mom, cannot,
she busy i think. then ms sim see me
wearing jeweleries then she go n confiscate.
then i tell my mom to write letter, she say ok,
as long as can get back the 'rantai'. If she lose it.
DIE!! it cost more than $200. but then i don't mind the
rantai, i onli wan my ring back, it was from someone special.
];
you know the pic of the 'rantai' it was from hym.
yesterday he go n put inside of my pencil case. [;
Looks lyke one heart shape, but then not complete lahh.
but then, it's actually the letter 'J'[;

here's a conversation yesterday,

Bat ; eh abang. THANKS arh.
Jasmin ; no prob
......................................................................
he got sat something else but then forgot,
but then here's another part.

Jasmin ; eh. this is the first tyme i gave a gurl a 'rantai' with
a letter 'J' on it.
Bat ; ohh. okey.
Jasmin ; but then i got give dian before lah, but then it's the letter 'D'.
Bat ; *went quiet for a few min*
Jasmin ; Eh, why u so quiet, you jealous issit?
Bat ; Donno.......
......................................................................................................................

Okeys maybe i was jealous. not any kind of jealousy,
but then that tyme when i went quiet, i almost cried. ];


Okeys lah, i don't wanna remember what he said in that
particular conversation. Later my heart more pain.

N darlynk, CONGRATULATIONS [;

Byebye [;

Yesterday at 8. went to my mom's friend son's birthday pary.
Wore the stripe clothes. It's okaye rite?? not that bad arh.
Then at 8.15 i left the place, then went home continued
using com. Then at lyke 9.15 my mom n bro came home.
then when they came home must surrender the com to my bro.
then watch t.v till 1o or 11. Mesage Jasmin for more than 5
tymes, never reply, then at 1o i msg hym again, saying that

I : You angry at me eh??
Jasmin : No.
I : then why you never reply my msges??
Jasmin : coz i at my grandmother's house,
no network.

..............................................................................
the rest all confidential.


then lock myself in the room,
on the aircon n do homework.

Well, i did'nt really do my homework,
i called hym n talked to hym on the phone.
untill 0100.

talked bout crap.Alot of crap.
then lyke about 0045, we talked bout something.
then suddenly he moody.
this morning i msg hmy, asking hym

I: Morning darlynk, what's your mood today??
Jasmin: Morning. same lyke yesterday.
I: Then lyke that not fun arh darlynk,
Jasmin: Even through my mood is lyke this i'll make you hapi
and have fun.
I: Then if u wanna make me happi, forget bout yesterday.
Jasmin: i tried, but i can't
I : if you wanna make me hapi, TRY!!! i know you can do it.
n f.y.i. your not wrong. maybe you did not mean to do it.
Jasmin : okok. I'll try.

Insyaallah he'll forget about it.
Amin,

BORING seyy at home.
i wanna call hym. But then scared the bill rise.
Yesterday we talked more than 3 hours ready.
I miss his voice. N btw, IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!


FORGET ABOUT IT!! please darlynk.

PLEASE I BEG YOU.


Byebye.

HELLO's


Change my blogskin.
Kindda plain. But then it's okay lahh.
I think. just now home alone, my mom n bro
went to orchard. Then after they left, he msg me.
Then we chatted on the phone, for an hour.
Talked bout crap. Alot of crap. Then since 4 p.m
online, then at around 7 or 8 the dian online, ask me to msg
Jasmin to forgive her. FUCK lerh. HATE HER!!!

then yesterday, on the way home from sinda,
i was talking to jas n chasing hym eventhrough me
ankle was pain. then i totally ignored falysha. then now, she's mad at me.
FUCK. she can brag about amirul, n i don't get angry.
then what's her prob with me not taking to her??

Damn irritated with her attitude ready.
I think sher n nurra was rite, i should get her off my
back alittle....

Sorie for not listening to you guys earlier.

kayes lah got to do my homework.

YIPPEE[[;
today, mrs tong canceled maths supply.
she said got something going on last min.
then me ahhSher, nurra n me went to the swing near the
blk, 66 somthing. forgot arh. then we camwhored afew,
then while playing the swing, i was really high
up, then wanna break my leg lyke suddenly got lyke one sharp pain,
till now oso have. PAINFUL. then how wanna explain to hym?? HELP...
then when fal came, sher n nurra was playing the swing then me n fal
was doing whatwhat ting. then suddenly heard one voice, i asked she n nurra
they say they never hear anything, than fal say she saw smthing. then we talked bout
ghost. then suddenly fal started acting all weird. lyke kena sempuk lyke that.
then she keep staring at one place. i call her, she nvr hear. then when i waved at her then
she lyke just finish daydreaming lyke that.

CREEPY seyy.

Then, yesterday before silat, me n J sparing, then
when suddenly he slip n fell. 'TERTIARAP' seyy.
kesain dok. then his father took his sim card last nite.
then before i went to sleep, he msg me saying that
' tomorrow then u msg me okey?? i'll be home at 5.3o'

hope my leg get's better]]:

byebye,

adik sayangkan abang[[:

HELLO.HELLO


went out lyke 11.15 lyke that.
then when near his house, no run bck hme.
forgot to take my spectacles n my ring[[:

then when at the road there saw hym n his fren[[:
then i was lyke walking behind them on a different lane.
then when he just walk pass the juction, he called me
saying 'u at where'. i ask them to walk first, dn't want.

happi lerh. We sent falysha n amirul to the party,
then me n hym go lepak. then while lepak, i help hym do
his maths hmwk, topic- CIRCLES. easy larhs. bt then i
scared got wrong lerh. SORIE if got wrng]]:

then after i finish, he ask for my drinks. he really thirsty lerh.
then when the drinks finish stared throwing the bottle up n down the slide.
got nothing to do ready. then he forgot to return amirul psp. when we
at the play ground then remember. he say heck care larhs.
finish playing the psp, cz he damn boared ready, go climb here, climb there.
lyke one little boi [[; Then after that i made hym irritated, then he say
........ donno what, i oso forgot, 'I'll put the bottle inside your mouth'
i say as iif you dare. then he came to me and hug me while trying to
put the bottle into my mouth. then at 3++ he must go home ready.
then i oso must go home. Lyke what onli larhs, But then before we went home,
gave a friendly peck on the check. Then from there go home....

I HAD LOT'S OF FUN W/ YOU.



then now dian online, then ask me for help to get bck with jasmin
as friends. then when jasmin online, they chat then she lyke upset.
wanna cry. then this jasmin lyke in badd mood,

Not fun larhh,

I think dian wanna talk to jasmin, then after a while
wanna ask for stead, Well.. that's what me n my friends think.
lyke @#%* onli rite??

NVM. at least i know that he really love me.
than that's okey.

had alot of fun with you just now,

BYEBYE,

adikloveabang lahh oii[[:

HELLO.HELLO.

Tomorrow going on double date.

JASMIN & THE GIRL NEXT DOOR.
AMIRUL & FALYSHA [[:

BUT THEN JASMIN GOT TO HOMEWORK
FIRST THEN CAN GO JALAN2.

HAHAHHAS~

NVM. DN'T CARE LARH. AT LEAST GET TO
SPEND TYME WITH HYM.

JUST PRAY THAT I CAN WAKE UP.

KAYES LAH
NTH TO BLOG ABOUT...

BYEBYE[[:
TAKECARES[[;

ADIK SAYANGKAN ABANG LAHH OII[[;

HELLO.HELLO[[;


abng, adik takut bng.
Dik taku dik kehilang abang lagi.
agak2 adik, die sukekn bang, tapi
cume dulu die main "hard-to-get"

IN ENGLISH, it means:

Bro, i'm scared.
I'm scared i lose you again.
I think that she lykes you.
But then last tyme she was playing
"HARD-TO-GET"

well the 'she' i'm talking about is DIAN.

Well i don't wanna have a fight over a guy,
But then if we have to fight over hym.
Better not. He has to choose. Me or Her...

The girl he loves for 5yrs - DIAN
Or the girl next door - Me.

Abang sayang, if she lykes you, then you have to decide.
the girl you love for 5 yrs or the girl next door.

You decide.

ILOVEYOU too much to let you go right now.
ILOVEYOU more with every beat of my heart.


I asked you, your answer is...
I dn't wanna tell you guys..[[:


But then you said that u dn't lyke her attitude.
Got b.f wanna find another one.

But then if she's not lyke that.
If she ready with you.
& what if she did'nt find another b.f??

who would you choose??

You said you don't know.

Then FINE!!
Let's leave it a mystery.

i'm sorie if i'm lyke this.
Suddenly lyke this. SORIE.

adik sayangkn abang and noOne eles[[:

HELLO.HELLO.

that tyme she say she lyke you 5%.
Now she tell me that she lyke you 25%.

Then.
Now you oso don't wanna reply my msges,

If there is ever a chance to cry for alot of reasons.
Now would be a great tyme,

I got into a big trouble in sch w/ asyraf.

Then now, because of a BITCH, i'm going to start
shouting words, BAD WORDS. Just now, in sch.
I found out bout her lyking abang 25% i got damn angry
N shouted 'PUKI MAK DIE SIAL' which means
............................ Sorie i'm a very bad translator.

But then i was lucky that i did'nt say 'SHE MOTHER FUCKER' out loud.
If not, get into trouble with the teachers. Cz that tyme dismissal tyme.
So got lots of class w/ teachers. I was lucky.

Tomorrow, i planing to put the McDonald's curry sauce into her bag,
Well, wanted to put ketchup/ chili sauce on her chair to stain her skirt.
But then scared too much. I'm sorrie abang for taking revenge.
But then i can't help it. She's too much. Her skirt is so DAMN short,
might as well don't wear skirt what.. just show off ur 'puki' lahh.

MAY YOU ROT IN HELL LAH BITCH.
not you reading. a particular gurl.

adik love her abang forever[[:

BYEBYE.